2007-01-13T14:03:00.000+08:00

ive moved(:

http://www.xanga.com/thatshortyofyours

2007-01-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

helloyellowbellow((((:

okay. sch today was seriously just way too long and too hard. hahaha. mrs chan kinda talked to me about my final results last year for amath after lesson and she suspects that i have pre exam anxiety or smth, so shes gonna give me mok (is that how you spell it?!) papers to do till im way more confident about my work. wahoooo! more work(: but i kinda need the mok papers so please and thankyouuuu(((:
OHHHH ohmygosh!!! for trng today, i finished 3 pieces of homework manns!! can u say WOWWWW. cause i can! WOW WOW WOW! :D im so proud of myself.. oh and THANKS GRACE FOR HELPING ME!!! :DD

okayy now i think my blogs getting way to dull. im just telling random strangers what ive been doing or thinking todayyy. HAHA. gayyyy but ohwells. my life is kinda dull now anyways soooo its a mix&match!(:

gooooodaye everyone:DD

i think its disgusting how you guys can be so fake and backstabberish to her(:

2007-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

heyyy

wow. i dont think ive ever felt this sick before. i swear its the medicine. its making me feel so much worst okayy ): sheesh. my stomach hurts like hell everytime i eat and i'd just feel like vomitting everything out. ohmygosh! now when i sneeze, my head and neck would hurt! and i have this 24/7 headache thats driving me nuts. oh and ive been freezing my ass off with a fever the whole two days straight. god, i hate medicines.

its just not like you to leave without saying goodbye.

2007-01-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

hey hoes(:

so much for going to sch everyday huh.
went to the docs today.. he gave me two days mc and told me to lay off physical activities for 1week. but its cool, imma not be doing any of that(: i spent the whole day in bed watching tv and reading joy luck club. total buulllllshit. haha. ohwells. sch tmr(: i hate sch..

2007-01-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

hiiiiidyho

monday

-sch
-training

-go home

-wash up

-homework

-study for an hour two?

-sleep by 11.30pm(:

tuesday

-sch

-canteen/library to study

-go home about 4?

-complete homework

-do whatever

-sleep by 11.30pm(:

wednesday

-sch

-trng

-go home

-wash up

-homework

-study for an hour or two?

-sleep by 11.30pm(:

thursday

-sch

-canteen study/library study

-go home at 4?

-homework

-wash up

-do whatever

-sleep by 11.30pm

friday

-sch

-trng

-go home

-go kap study

-complete homework

-be back by 12?

-sleep by 2am(:

thats gonna pretty much be my life till the end of o's i think ):
i just reallyreallyreally hope i can stick to it. sigh):
talk about being a nerd manns.

2007-01-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

hii hoes(:

HAPPY SWEET 16TH

KENNETH & CHERYL!! :DD

okay, im kinda a day late but i didnt blog yesterday! sooooo(:

i tried doing my homework.. today. im so screwed cause i havent studied for my chem reexam yet and best part is im missing most of my notes. damn i better find them quick and get my bigfat ass to kap to study.. ahh shizzles. my lifes pretty much dead right now. crap?? i really hope i get used to this whole "cut your social life" off thing cause im seriously exhausted already and ive only started on friday. blahblahblah..

im reallyreally tired from studying i swear. HAHA. and i only studied for like 3hrs.

plus, i didnt even get a shit in the chem worksheets okay. wthell, i couldnt fill up most of the blanks!?! thats how dumb i am right now. AHHHH imagine o's. :( :( :( :( :( wow wow. all the big red crosses everywhere! HAHA. damnn.

okay i need tuition for amath.

see you guys around sometime manns ):

2007-01-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

hiiiii(((:

sch was slack for both today and yst manns!!
but too damn bad its all OVERRRR! lessons start tmrr...
ahhwelll!

3rdJAN07 YESTERDAYYYYYY(:
after sch! went down to bedok! nancy's ex working buddy to get our uniforms done! oh btw, you guys? theres a straight bus from sch over there. its 66 from outside sch busstop! please dont be so dumb like us as to take bus mrt and bus! :DD HAHA. while waiting for rui to get her measurements taken! we went to the playground to play! :DD(pictures below) went home about 8? OH OHMYGOSH!?! WE HAD THE LONGEST BUS RIDE EVERRRR I SWEARRR?? dearest rui fell asleep on us! she actually left me and elissa to stay awake mannns! how thoughtful. HAHA. kidddingggkidddinnng.. IM KIDDDDINGGGGGG((((((: oh and the unluckiest shit happened okay. you see! when rui dropped, it wasnt raining yet? then when elissa was dropping, it started drizzling. and when i dropped, IT POURED LIKE HELL. HAHAHA. SO WE WERE ALL THREE CAUGHT IN THE RAIN!!! (btw, we got off at consecutive bus stops) well, actually it was gonna only be me and rui that were gonna get drenched?! BUT ELISSA'S UMBRELLA TURNED ON HER WHEN SHE WAS QUARTER WAY HOME!! HAHAHAHAHA. :DDDDD retribution(; got home, bathed. slept at 9 till 6.30am.

4thJAN07 TODAYYYY
haha! today, had orientation. blahblahblah. then left early to fareast with rui elissa and jess to get elissa's haircut! HAHA. waited for her, walked around. then went down to long john's to eat. bought foood and then sat ate talked then jess left after awhile cause she had tuition. SO WE STARTED PLAYING SHOOTSHAGMARRY!?! HAHAHA. THAT GAMES LIKE REALLY FUN OKAY. I SWEAR WE COULDNT STOP LAUGHING CAUSE .. a certain someone KEPT GETTING SHOT?? and we actually played it for over an hour? then rui went to get fried mars bars, begged elissa to come with us to toapayoh popular and she did cause we told her we'd cab back. AHHAHA. got stuff then we cabbed back! (during the whole go to popular and back home trip, we were still playing shot shag marry or would u rather save) OH OHMYGOSH!! HAHAHA. RUI DID THE STUPIDEST THING EVER??? SHE WANTED TO GO TO POPULAR TO GET THIS CALENDER THING, BUT LIKE AFTER, SHE REALISED SHE FORGOT TO GET IT!?! HAHA. LIKE WTFFFF. HAHAHAHAHA(((((: came home, went for dinner, and im here(:

alrights!
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE(:

2007-01-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

2007-01-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SCHOOLING DAY TMR EVERYONE! :DD

well, right now, im actually excited to go to sch!?! HAHA. i really am. i mean to start studying and all. but i cant even get my heymath thing done? so i guess schoolings gonna be alot tougher! ahhwells! imma try my best this year!!(thats what i say every year) but i reallyreally am! :DD cant wait(: but i sound like such a complete turd cause im sick so my voice is so terrible. i sound naaaaaazel ):):): shizzles.

anyway! went to east coast with the basketballers today, then over to novena with chris and rui! HAHA. they were both fun mannns!!((: i liked it. my last day of hols didnt go to waste!! :D:D how cool is that! :DD

oh and i met becs and bea yst!! :DD ohmygosh! we went to the night safari!! and when we saw the crocs, we just started screaming like hell cause they were so shit up close to us!?! HAHA. but it was really scary. like really. and i just realised how much i missed them. its so cool how we used to be so tight and alll? dont u think. wells. its great knowing that most of the rumours i hear werent true at all cause they really seemed the same people like before!?! so thankgod for that. i still love those two so assing much(:

JOANNELEE finally decided to call today!! well, she kinda did call yesterday, but i was sleeping so yea, i didnt pick. but heyy!! she called today too! and i actually really really do miss talking to her? but she had to go after a bit cause like her sister wanted to call her boyfriend and shitzz. )): but hey! at least i talked to her.

so all the outtings during the hols and like esp the ones from new year onwards have been a blast manns! THANKS YOU GUYS!! i feel so cool.

wells, sch tmr!! HAHA. my dad's pulling the "you have sch tmr go to bed" thing with me, its kinda funny cause i think he thinks im still in primary sch!?! but fine, i'll go to bed so i can be super fresh at 6am! :DD

see ya'll tmr!

nights(:

2007-01-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

no seriously.

you guys gotta fuck off.

talking to you three just ruins my freak ass mood for anything.

i'm not going. i dont want to.
ITS YOUR LIFES, GO IF YOU WANT.
but dont you be forcing me to go cause i aint gonna.
i hate you three.
i swear i hate you three so bad right now.

ASFHIOAHDOAD.
bugger off.

2006-12-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

and before you know it,

you'd be swimming in them! :DD

2006-12-31T19:41:00.001+08:00

and before you know it,

you'd be swimming in them! :DD

2006-12-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

and before you know it, you'd be swimming in them! :DD

2006-12-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

When Im on fire When youre near me
Im on fire When you speak
And Im on fire
Burning at these mysteries

it didnt rain at all today(: coools! HAHA. did anyone else notice((((((: okay ouch. my eyes are seriously killing me. i got a stuff monkey todayyy! :D HAHA. its a present thoughs ): but its okayyyyy! its gonna be with me till i give it away! :DD QUALITY TIME!(: HAHAHAH. kiddingkidding. i think its really cute thoughs. its nice to hug. imma get one for myself i think! :DD we'll see.

gooooodnight!(;

2006-12-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

Let me know that You hear me

Let me know Your touch

Let me know that You love me

Let that be enough

2006-12-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

HEYYY!

ohmygosh!! okays. im seriously supposed to be on this whole cutting off my social life shit. but i had to go today cause its been so long since i went out with jia, clarissa and i barely even go out with grace!! so yes! :D i went out but with a good reason(((:
anyhows!
we went to watch DEATHNOTE2 today!! ohhhhmygosh! its seriously a terribly good movie!! i'm not actually kidding!?! and i dont even like jap/animes much!?! but ohmygosh!! its really worth watching :DD HAHA. that 2hrs and 15? minutes of the show was enough to make me fall in love with "L" mannns! ohmygosh. HES LIKE CUTE TO THE MAXXXXXX!?! HAHA. i swear whenever he did smth, it was ALWAYS cute!! even the dying part!!! wahlaoooooo. i felt so cheated when he died! but its okayyyyy, he saved millions))))): oh and hes not exactly very good looking.. but ohwells! i love hiiim((:
anyway!
AHA. AFTER THE MOVIE, wow this is the best part. jia was like crying the ocean out i swear!?! HAHAHA. me clarissa and grace were like.. wtf!?! HAHAHAHAH. i swear it was really funnny!?! she jsut couldnt stop. but its okayyyy(((: we all have our very emo times. HAHA. went up to level9 for jia to check out some errr jap stuff. then we went to centrepoint's party with us? and i bought stuff! :DD i'm getting close to finishing my christmas present shopping mannns! went home like after that. called kiim, talked till like 8plus? then i fell asleep! then kiim called and i woke up and now i cant fall asleep anymore! )))): ohwellls!
goodnight everyoneeee((((:

i'll post deathnote pictures up tmrrrr(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: okay actually, L's pictures. AHAHA. :DD night.

2006-12-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

YOU POOPED ON MY CHRISTMAS

& MADE ME SO SHIT GRUMPY

i thank you for ruining my christmas this year.

fuck.

whatever, till next christmas thens.

bye.

2006-12-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

yellowbellowhello!!

okay so christmas this years.. different. im gonna go visit my grandma i guess. im not too sure where she is thoughs, i havent seen her since like ever?? last time i heard, she was in the hospital.
haha. wells, this years been interesting huh? haha. all the drama and stuff! but you guys?? thanks. thanks for being there for me all this year. really. it means alot. esp during reexams, exams, and for those who knew about whatever else. thankyou.
next years gonna be another interesting year manns! with olevels and stuff. haha. to be truthful, im kinda scared. of o's. and of growing up.. i raelly really am. im scared that things'll be different from what is it now when all of us go to jc. i dont wanna grow up ): i reallyreally dont. sigh.. but i guess im gonna have to get used to that idea huh? that things will be different.
wells,
whatever it is, next years gonna be interesting. new schedule(: new life. new start. but hey? no matter how hectic life gets, im still gonna be there for you guys. i really am i promise. im gonna try my best to, even if it means going an extra mile. haha. this is so cliche, but im gonna be there for you guys like how you've been there for me; all the time. thankyou, for being all that i could've ever ask for in a friend. and for some, even more than that. thankyou. i love you guys so so so much. and i miss most of you guys even more right now. merry christmas.

2006-12-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

i hate you.

hahahahhahaha.

no really.

i do.

2006-12-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

i think its really cool how she's so sure of herself.

inferiority.

2006-12-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

When you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you

Pull me out in time Don't let me drown

hey!! i touched down yst at about 5 i think!! im not too sure. cabbed down to cityhall mrt to meet the basketballers for christmas dinner!! i was on time manns!! :DD HAHA. so anyhows, went to newyork newyork to eat! the food theres actually quite good, but chia erns tasted REALL BAD! im so sorry for spitting it out but it was terrible! ): SO i gave her some of my spagethi and yx&grace gave her some of their pizza!! so she didnt have to starve! :DD HAHA. WOWW I SWEAR? CHIA ERN CAN EAT A WHOLE LOT OF FOOD MANNNS!! and shes so freaking skinny?? i love her genes. took mrt back with the rest! got off at novena and i decided to walk home!! then i realised it was raining quite heavily.. but its cool! i walked home anyways!! then some of the presents got wet.. ): crappps! BUT I HAIRDRIED IT!!! so its fine now(: THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS YOU GUYSSSS!! superduper cool! THANKYOUUUU((((:

wells,

so today, i finished watching fullhouse!! :DD HAHAHA. i think its a superduper cool show now manns!! im sorry for calling you guys (sarah, emily, joanne, jazreel, weizhen & whoever else) cheena!!!! i really am! im cheena now toooooo. im sorry!! haha! i love rain(: I LIKE HIS SMILE. ohmygosh!! its like dropdead adorable!!?! i dont really like rain actually, i just LOVE his smile! so anyways! i spent my day today watching the whole 16disc of fullhouse -.- i literally just laid in bed and watch it till night!! and i got so addicted to it i actually seriously forgot to eat. HAHA. coolness!! YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY WATCH IT! its quite a cute show! really(: i can lend u guys the disc if you want!! just let me know mannns! wells, its like 2.16am now so imma go bed!! GOODNIGHTS!(:

I'm practising your name

So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right

To look you in the eye

And let all the things you mean to me

Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time

Tell you whyI say its infinately true

Say you'll stay

Don't come and go

Like you do

2006-12-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

maybe one day we'll be united,

then our love wont be divided.

i dont like bangkok much. & the shopping really aint all that but hey, at least i got some stuff! ohyea! i lost 1000baht(50 sing) there! its quite funny actually cause i dont remember taking out my wallet at all? buts its cool. OH. OHMYGOSH! THE FOOD IN BANGKOK IS REALLYREALLY GOOD?? well. quite! i swear ive gotten so much fatter but i cant help it cause the food theres great! theres this two resturants you've gotta try! errms, ones "fugi", its a jap restaurant & the others "bale", its pronounced bali, at least thats what the women told us. anyways, that one sells thai food! THE RESTAURANT TERRIBLY GOOD, okay except for the fact that its partly a pub but DAMNNNN, it has this open aired corner where you can look up and see SO SHIT MANY STARS & around you is like a really pretty fountain and plants with two "suntaning" chairs!!!! im in love with that restaurant's corner.

ANYWAYSSSS theres nothing new in melbourne! still the same as last year i guess! wells, i'll be back in time for christmas dinner tmr!! see you all! TAKECARE MANNNNS, i hope singapore's still great!!(:

expectations. right now, i hate it.

Knew the signs wasn't right

I was stupid for a while

Swept away by you

And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

2006-12-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

BANGKOKS LIKE WEIRD.

BUT TIS OKAYYYY

THERES INTERNET.

MY AUTO ROAMINGS NOT WORKING. SO SMS YOU GUYS BACK WHEN IM BACK IN SINGAPORE ALRIGHTSSS(((:

MISS YOU ALL

TAKECARE!! :DD

2006-12-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

BIG FAT GOODBYE EVERYONE!! :DD

2006-12-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

i dont trust you to put it back in. thats why i dont want you to take it out. fuck i told you just now okay, what the hells ur problem. you could've just gone to get it but no, you want to use mine now. fine, im just that selfish. i dont want you touching my things. i just dont trust you enough to put it back on tues and the fuckshit thing is that i wont be in singapore to check, so i wouldnt know till sunday. thankyou. you really officially ruined my fucking day. arghhhh. craphoe.

2006-12-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. GOSHHHHH.

HAHAHAHA. I JUST FOUND NEOPRINTS THAT WERE TAKEN LIKE 2 or 3 YEARS AGO!?! OHMYGOSHH. HAHA.. WOWWWWWW. i swear its asihdoAIHFAODHo FUNNY LA. i'll bring it to show you guys mannns!!! I SWEARRR, ITS LIKE. : FREAKISHLY STUNNNING. HAHAHAHA. i cant stop laughing now. ohmygawwwdzxzxX... you really should see it(:

2006-12-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

HONEY,
SHES AN ANGEL(:

hey!!
today was busybusybusy! haha. actually not really, just alot of travelling.

so woke up at like 11am? thanks to kenneth's genius 9/10am sms!?! i couldnt sleep after that manns!! ): and my eyes were hurting so bad i couldnt even open them much! HAHA. but its okayyy(: went to get lunch for my cousin, then babysat him till like 3plus, then i dropped him at my aunts

went over to town then over to meet bern,kai & ofcourse, anna at anna's AT CRESCENT (i got lost twice on the way manns! and this random guy at the busstop called me a bimbo cause i seemed really stupid to drop at the wrong stop) to c-h-i-l-l. HAHAHA. watched bridget jones diary!(i still think its a rather cool movie) then kai left! so bern&i just bummed in anna's bed but anna does idontknowwhat. -.- HAHA. talked. then bern's mum magically appeared at anna's house!!! so she went home too at like around 6.30/7? ): so then, me&anna just talked somemore. i love talking to that her mannns! our talks are like senseless but its full of senes..... :\ HAHA. i think.

anyways!!
was gonna walk out but anna said i had a bad sense of direction.. ):): so her mummy sent me to suntec's busstop! AND OHMYGOSH!! GUESS WHAT! THERE WAS THIS MASSIVE TRAFFIC JAM CAUSED BY THIS MASSIVE ACCIDENT! there was a fire engine!! HOW COOL IS THAT. HAHAH> i hope no one got hurt thoughs): so anyhows, dropped at the suntec busstop! AND I RANDOMLY TALKED TO THIS STRANGER CAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS TALKING TO ME!!!! ): haha. he told me that the bus stop flip sides! so the buses are coming from the back of the bus stop rather then the front. and for a moment there, i got so damn confused. i thought i had to cross the road because the bus stop flipped sides..... but turns out, i dont(: HAHA.

anyhows!
i was like 2hours late thanks to the massive jam! caused by the massive accident to meet john! ): but its okayy!(: haha. so much for studying manns! we ended up talking&smsing a hell lot! then adele&ligang came by! they talked for awhile then went away. john joined them for abit! SO during my time alone, i sang my christmas song and wrote random things down on a piece of paper! i was gonna write a goodbye note, but i realised that john's stuff was still there with me, so i waited): shucks! i thought my note would be so cool la.

ANYWAYSSS.
so was gonna bus home, then i looked up and saw A BILLION AND ONE STARS!!!!!!!! ive never seen so many in singapore before!! so i became really random and started walking to random places. then i finally decided to cab back when the stars slowly disappeared ): but its okay!! at least i got to see them!! :DD

talked online for abit! and went over to elissa's to get my camp booklet! ichiban! THANKS BLACKS!:DD (i actually saw her in the night btw! HAHA. kiddingKIDDINGGG(: ) HAHA. got it, then had this random craving for honey macadamia nuts! so i got some and came home!

i thought i had quite an eventful day manns! coolios.
GOTTA GO NOW THOUGHS.
ive gotta wake up superduper early cause my mummy wants to spend quality time to get MY SUPER SEXY ONE OF A KIND NANO! :DD (ihope)
nights!!(:

2006-12-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

helloyellowbellow(:

can you say a little too attention seeking?

cause i can say it for you(:

2006-12-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

hiiiii(:

HAHA. WOWWW. last night was jammm packed with drama manns! so much drama. HA. i was pissed, sad, upset, disappointed, angry, annoyed, happy, numbed, neutral, WORRIED, crapped up, petty, tired & highly laughable all rolled in to one!! HAHA. its like an emotions value pack manns!! damn. spend 40 bucks solely on cab. tell me thats cool. ive officiallly spent 100 bucks this week. so right now, im actually seriously flat broke . i dont even have a 50 with me ):):): ohhhhcraabs. this is annoying.

kiim
i reallyreally hope youre feeling better. youre such a silly girl i swear, and ive never gotten so pissed at you before. i really havent. but its okay, cause i know youre going through a rough time right now. i promised you i'd be there, always.but please dont do it again thoughs!(:
do you really think hes fucking worth it my dear? cause i really dont. dont make yourself seem desperate for someone way below your league alrights!(: cheer up.

& john
ahhhcrapps. i reallyreally cant thankyou enough. im so sorry okays!! youre really the bestestest ever?? THANKYOUU SO SHIT MUCHHH! try not to worrry so much about mhmmmhmm!! talk to you when camps over. enjoy camp!!(:(:

&& yinli
thankyou!!!! FOR MAKING SURE I WAS SAFE AND EVERYTHINGGG!! youre really cool. no kidding manns!! thankyou(:

If I am lost for a day; try and find me But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me All of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits up for me all through the night

2006-12-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

Your pretty face is not enough,

Behind your eyes,

I know you're lying

its really funny thinking about how we could actually get so bitchy&childish over something that wasn't even worth it. damn.. i love old times(:

HELLO YELLOW BELLOW!
my new cupboards came today(: dearest mother woke us up at like 11am to start packing! she made me so shit grumpy! and believe it or not, we're not done packing our damn clothes >: ( ohwellllls. ate some thai salad roll thing for dinner and now i feel like vomitting so bad!! maybe i should've just join my parents for fish&co instead of shopping by MYSELF & eating something random, but after looking at the portion, i just didnt feel like eating the fish&chips anymore):):): it was too biig):

oh.. ohmygosh i dont think the old nanos are available anymore.... i hope they are thoughs!? i reallyreally do.
anyways! les&i are gonna have sister bonding shopping time again. HAHAHA. its gonna be damn funny i swear? i love shopping with her for some reason? cause we can go on and on about how ugly clothes get and everything else. OHMYGOSH. HAHAHA. I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THIS CONV MAKES SENSE, BUT IT GOT ME LAUGHING.

keane: WHY YOU KICK ME AT MY THERE(dick), I WANT TO GO TOILET BUT YOU KICK ME
dad: so now you dont have to go toilet?
keane: I NEEEEED!!!
dad: then go la
keane: -silent- I CANNOT!! YOU KICK ME THERE

and hian?? THANKYOU. for the smses last night.. for everything. i love you so damn much, i reallyreally do. i've told you so many times already but, YOURE THE BEST. YOU REALLY ARE!! i love you(:

2006-12-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

i hope she gets another job there

i want her to get a job there.

i want her to move there.

cause that way,

i'd have no choice but to move there too.

just because.

dear god, please let my mum get another job in australia real quick, please let us move there soon. please let me get away from everything here. please let us move there soon. please? i dont like it here. i reallyreally dont. god, please help me? please?? amen.

2006-11-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

Rock-Alias @ Home Club,

10th December 2006,

5-10pm, $15,

Featuring: Plainsunset, Vertical Rush & others.

hey you guys! check that out okays? its to promote anti-drug or smth. HAHA. im not too sure, but it should be quite cool! ask yinli or nick for more info but if you dont know them, you can ask me! i'll check with yinli. try to make it alrights? errms, if you wanna go, tag my board. i'll reply asap.

2006-11-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

i love jo so much for listening to me. thankyouu(:
it actually took me one long phone call to realise how much i actually miss that girl. damn, im slow.

you know, theres a limit to the amount of which someone would keep giving.
you've reached yours a thousand and one times, but for some twisted reason, i just keep extending the limit. i dont know, maybe im just tired of giving but i really do feel obliged to be there for you when you need. even if i know you have others that'll be there for you, even if you wont tell me anything and even if you wont be there for me. the feeling kinda reallyreally sucks? but its okay,

i guess thats just what friends do; be there no matter what.

2006-11-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

hiiii(:
hahaha. so i overslept till 11am today. on the brightside, lauren cancelled the double S cause her mummy didnt let her. its cool(: haha. it was starting to rain anyways! so bummed around then went over to meet my cousin. brought him to macs for lunch before tuitioning him, just talked to him for abit. damn, theres more to him than anyone thinks. poorguy): went down to coldstorage and got some junk then walked back to his house for tuition. he did his work and i bummed around doing absolutely nothing but reading magazines.. :( what a waste of my time, but ohwells, i get paid for it. i was supposed to do the same thing tmr, but lauren just smsed to say the double S is on tmr!! so i cancelled(: haha. no money making tmr. i want the old nano so bad, i can cry):): promo's end tmr i think. ANYWAAYS! swimming&studying with charlene and lauren tmr! :DD i cant wait!

btw, its less than a month till christmas!!! :D:D:D coooolness(:

i'll reply your sms tmr(:
i'm so bored outta my mind & i only have a week to talk to you till i leave ):): crap! that kinda really sucks? ohhhhshizzles. come back soon manns!(:

2006-11-28T05:08:00.000+08:00

haha. ohmygosh! i just watched she's the man again? HAHA. i lovelovelove duke ausinno, not channing tatum! AS IN I LIKE DUKE AUSSINO'S CHARACTER?? BUT I LOVE CHANNING TATUMS LOOKS AND BODY!! :DD HAHAHAHA. dropdead hot manns!

okays, i really gotta go bed, im meeting lauren and charlene to study&swim at 10am! :DD HAHA. i hope i dont drown! ohcrap im hungry and i have this sudden craving for icecream): shizzles. OKAYOKAYSS GOODNGIHTS(:

damn, i never thought you could be such a bitch(: i didnt think you had it in you which really was a good thing to me. but i was wrong. again. i have to admit it came across my mind once or twice but, like i actually bothered to convince myself that i was just thinking too much. ahhh, maybe thats why im not close to you anymore.
its alright thoughs, everyones a hypocrite to some extent(:

2006-11-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

& im missing you already

hey!

i passed. thankgod i passed.

DEAR GOD, THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR ANSWERING MY PRAYERS. YOURE REALLY REALLY COOL!!! AND I LOVELOVELOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! THANKYOUU!!!!!! AMEN.

& THANKYOUUUU, EVERYONE FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENTS AND ALL THESE PAST FEW DAYS!! TRIPLE THANKYOU TO HIAN FOR COMING DOWN EARLY JUST TO MAKE SURE I WAS FINE AND TO BE MY HUGGING BUDDY!!! DOUBLE THANKYOUU TO KENNETHH FOR REMEMBERING AND WISHING ME ALTHOUGH HES IN PENANG!! DOUBLE THANKYOU TO JAZREEL, RUI, ELISSA WHO CONSTANTLY ENCOURAGED ME SINCE THE HOLS STARTED FOR MY REEXAMS AND RESULTS!! DOUBLE THANKYOU TO KIIM AND BEVERLY FOR CALLING ME JUST NOW TO MAKE SURE I WAS OKAY!!! DOUBLE THANKYOUU TO KRISTYN KONGG FOR ALWAYS CHEERING ME UP, ENCOURAGING ME AND PUSHING ME TO STUDY AND A BIG THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO SMSED ME JUST TO WISH ME LUCK OR TO CONGRATULATE ME!!! YOU GUYS ARE SO TOTALLY THE BESTTT!!!

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU SO DAMN MUCH!(:

so today, hian called me at 9 smth to wake me up for reexams cause she knew i'd oversleep -.- HAHA. reached sch at 10sharp but i didnt know where to go so i ended up being late with lauren and kerriann. :\ HAHAHAHHAA. went to the staffroom and saw them, wow they all looked so freaking serious it was damn scary. our turn came and we just sat there and mstan gave us this lecture about retention and studying, ohmygod i swear i nearly died. then gave us this yellow slip of paper telling us indicating whether we advanced or retained. we all advanced. HAHAHA. i was so shit relieved i nearly cried okays. i had to restrain myself so bad cause i didnt really wanna cry infront of mstan... :\ HAHA. then i saw hians face poping up at the bottom of the window at the door? so i started laughing and didnt have to hold back my tears anymore cause they were gone. :D haha. sat and talked in the canteen and companied hian till her trng started with kerriann, charlene and lauren. then after that me lauren and charlene decided to go town for abit. HAHAHA. did ALOT of walking, and OHMYGOSH!!! THERE ISNT A RED NANO IN SINGAPORE!!! how screwed up is that ): i want my red nano. imma ask my dad if he can get it from america thens cause he knows some vice president of apple there. anywayys. wen to borders and lauren got the devils teardrop book. HAHA. me and lauren had sudden craving for macs fries, so we bought sat and ate!! while charlene just watched us.. she eats too little. ive gotta get fries tmr. ANYWAYYYS we went home after. was supposed t go over to my aunts house but i got too tired and fell asleep. ): ohwelllllies.

youre so obviously closer to her than i am to you.. i dont know why you even bother trying to convince me.. i really dont? but its okay cause somehow, i always end up believing you.

2006-11-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

haha. okay i coulnt get a better picture but I REALLY SHIT WANT THIS NANO NOW. >: ive gotta get it, imma die if i dont!!!! HAHAHA. I WANT IT.

2006-11-25T03:38:00.000+08:00

HIII :DD
HAHA. IM REALLY PROUD NOW CAUSE I JUST DELETED MY 2YEARS OLD FRIENDSTER ACNT(:
HAHAHAHA. I DONT KNOW WHY, BUT AHWELLS I FEEL REALLY GOOD THOUGHS! I THINK IT MIGHT JUST BE A HAPPY THING FOR ME! :DD COOOOLNESSS!

GOOOOODNIGHTS! GOODMORNING EVERYONEE!!(:
I HAVE 3HRS TO SLEEP):

2006-11-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiii(:

HAHA. im reallyreally deadcrap bored now ): ohhhshizzles. anyhows

today, met beverly at like 10.30 (iwas30minuteslate)! it wasn't so much of the catching up part, more of the going out funn kinda thing. haha. her laughters' contagious i swear?? HAHA. we went to vivocity, to my house, lido, heeren, paragon, borders and back to lido. HAHA. it was damn funny cause everywhere we stepped into, if theres music, we'll break out into a "dance" or like bev will start laughing out of no apparent reason! its damnnn funny. we attempted to study at mosburger but like, it kinda failed. ohhwells, talked quite a bit then went home. i literally just bathed and fell dead on my bed till 11smth when elissa called then came online and helped foong find her template. HAHA. i foudn this really cool template after she left!! i was gonna use it for my xanga but i found out that i dont know how to change it ): so its okayyyy. my xanga can just remain dead. hAHA. blogs are so easier(:

OH. OHMYGODDD. you know, cause jazreel told me that the sch might call you up if you fail your reexams rightss? so like me and bev were walking in doubyghaut(idontknwhwtospellit) anyhows, yea! I HAD A MISSED CALL FROM SCH!?! HAHA. OHMYGOSH, MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED MANNNS!! i called them back and they told me msleong wasnt in the staffroom. then i was like ohhokay. then IT OCCURED TO ME THAT IT COULD BE MRSTAN WHO CALLED!?! HAHAHA. I NEARLY DIED. so i called back the sch real quick and asked for mrstan?! AND IT WAS HER THAT CALLLLED!?! ohhhhmygod. i was so scared i was gonna cry?? but it wasnt about the reexams intheend, it was bout sm relay thing. i asked her about my results but she didnt wanna tell me ): she said she'll leave it to mstan to tell us on mondayy. boo her))):

DEAR GOD, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME PASS? PLEASE?? AMEN.

ive got work tmrrrrrr ): ): ): WO YAO THE OLD NANOOO. fooong told me it was $199, cant be rightsss?? the drop is like WOWWWZA! hahaha. ohwellls, if it really is, im so getting it.

i dont know why, but it felt really good just talking to you today, even if it was for a short while(:
&

for you? ahh.. so much for never forgetting ehs? wells, its all coool. but dont you be getting mad if im not there the next time you need me, cause its not like youve been here for me recently too(:
i never thought this friendship could end up this way. guess i kinda thought wrong.. again.

2006-11-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

hiiiii(:
CHRISTMAS IS SERIOUSLY COMING!!
CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!! CHRISTMAS!!!
i so totally absolutely lovelovelovelove christmas!!!(:

so anyyways!!!
went over to kiims yesterday! slept over. it was quite funny. we played a fate game?! WOWWW. HAHAHA. i hate it but im loving it tooo & we kinda scared ourselves over smth REALLYREALLY STUPID. damn her mutated deck of cards! :( so anyhows, talkedtalkedtalked. then we got emo cause emo songs started playing -.- played lotsa speed, KIIIIM sucks at speeed manns. watched geisha and fell asleep quarter wayyy.. woke up at 11 cause my phone kept ringing and disrupting me from my dream!?! >:( but its okayy manns! im full of forgiveness! :DD thenns, had lunch talked and went over to my aunts house to tutor ): i fell asleep there. HAHA. ohwells. free moneyyy! :DD

meeting bev tomorroww!! i cant wait! i haven't gone out with that girl since blooody sec1! its so hard to go out with her now, cause she has workk? :( but its okayy.. :( ohno i suddenly miss her loads. AHHHWELLS. ive been missing alot of people recently.. binge-ing alot tooo! ))): ahhhhdamnnnnn. oggaay WHAAATEVERRR..

just one from you prettyprettyprettyprettyprettyprettyplease? :(

2006-11-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

haha. ive gotta post this up, it made me laugh alot even though im not say in a very happy mood!
thanks duude(:

roadkiller says:
THERES ALOT OF AEROPLANES FLYING ONTOP OF EACH OTHER
HOW COME AHS
kheng whycan'tyou says:
their having sex

HAHAHA. i dont know why, but its seirously that funnny. hahaha. ahhwells.

OH OHMYGOSH! AND THERE ARE STARS TODAYYY(((: i love seeing stars! they make me a really happy kid. but this time, it reminds me alot of.. sad things. ohmannns! im turning emo! gotta turn the other way! GOODNIGHTS!!(:

2006-11-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

hiiii(:
so today, ss was like, quite hard for me i guess. maybe i didn't study enough, i dont know what the fuck is political developement. like wthhhell?? : i think my seq was completely outta the point. shits. i reallyreallyreally need to pass my reexams. you dont know how fucking scared i am right now. i could hardly stop thinking about it, about failing. it really scares me so bad just thinking about it. ahhhhcraabbbypatties. and even if i do stop thinking about my reexams, i start thinking about mhmm mhmm, and i get so.. about it): it feels funny, like not talking and stuff. idontknow. maybe i just reallyreally miss that fellow.. damn i wantttt him to come back now. shizzles ): ahhhwellls.

Dear you, tonight let's get ahead of ourselves,
'Cause now I barely can remember.
Yesterday stretched on for so long.
Tomorrow feels like forever.

find me someone that'll listen, somene that i'll trust.
cause i think mine disappeared.. ):

2006-11-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

you know, i'm reallyreallyreallyreally not confident about my reexam papers now ): ): ): we're getting it back on mondayy. damn i dont want it back. i reallyreally dont. ): no actually, I REALLYREALLY DO. but i just reallyreallyreally wanna pass. please let me pass ):

DEAR GOD, PLEASE LET ME PASS! PLEASE?? I REALLY NEED TO... IVE JUST GOT TO! PLEASEEEE?? IM BEGGING YOUUUU.. pleasee? ): AMENNN. ))):

ahhh. i predict today to be a very sad day for me. ohhhhhcrabbypatties.
and ohmygosh.. i'm reaally starting to miss that asscrack already!! )))):
ahhh this kinda reeallyreally sucks ): ): ): i hate today.

2006-11-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

just three words, really really great.

i dont wanna miss that bozo, i dont want him to leave ):

i'm loving pink skys(: they make me damn shit happy. HAHAHA.

2006-11-19T15:39:00.000+08:00

hiiiii(:
i just realised i have very weird dreams! HAHA. this morning, mum woke me up at 9 to go ikea and get my a new study table and cardboard! :DD so i went! picked out a few, chose then paid! i can't wait till it arrives. MY MUMS THINKING OF PUTTING A COUCH IN OUR ROOMMMMM((((((: HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. AND SHES CHANGING MY BED TOOOO :DD shes so cool suddenly. so anyways! ate lunch then came back.

8 THINGS TIME.

1) I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll challenge you to try something.
3) I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4) I'll tell you something I like about you.
5) I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8) you must post this on yours.

maple(:

1) you remind me of a tree

2) drink one bottle of ketchup :D

3) yellow!

4) youre always so happy when i see you

5) BATTLE OF THE BANDS! :DD

6) mouse mix with kualabear and kangeroooo(:

7) WHENNN ARE WE GOINGG OUTT DOOOOD ): ):

rui(:

1) DING DONG THE WICKED WITCH'S GONE

2) jump up & down screaming CELENES SO COOL! :D
3) orange, brown and green ( dont ask)
4) A THING? NOTHING!! haha. kdding, how youre always there.
5) YOU & YVONNE SINGING THE BABOON SONG EVERYTIME BEFORE ANGKLUNG.
6) RAAAAAABIT.
7) why's youre smile so BEEEG AND HAPPPY?

bea(:

1) BEANGO! :D
2) not laugh for a day.
3) green and pink.
4) how youre such a good listener, and how you haven't forgotten about me(:
5) WHEN WE WERE CHOOSING PARTNERS ACCORDING TO HEIGHT IN SEC2! HAHA.
6) turtle
7) when are we going out, i can't get in contact with becccs )): HOWS EVERYTHING IN INTERNATIONAL?

elissa(:

1) BLACK MAN! BLACK MAN! BLACK MAN ELISSA! :DD
2) put suntan lotion on a sunnyday! (:
3) blackkk ): (all ur shirts are black okay, i wasnt refering to your skin colour! :D)
4) how you laugh at .. nothing & thinking u crack people up! :DD haha.
5) I dont have onee... ): pelima.......
6) GORRILLLA/ PELICAN AND LAMA TOGETHER! :DD
7) why isn't ur hair orangey red like in primary schhh huhhh.

charlene(:

1) FEE FI FO FUM! :DD I SMELL TOILET PAPER STICKING OUTTA HER BUTT.
2) do a handstand and sing twinkletwinkle little stars
3) pink
4) YOURE NICEEE(:
5) msAtan's lessonsss
6) mouse? rabbit? GUINEAPIGGG
7) dont you ever get tired of being so nice and helpful? HAHA(:

ahhhhhh. i dont wanna do naymore!!! next five another day okayyys! so i owe, fushanng, clarissa and khennng! YOU GUYS GET IT ANOTHER DAY MANNNS! when i'm more excited! :DD HAHAHAHA.

2006-11-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

IM BEING EMO NOW, SO KILL ME

I LOVE RUI SO DAMN SHIT MUCH(:
shes my bestestestsetstestestest friend EVER.
thankyouuuuu(:

so much for being there for me, thanks for nothing. you guys so totally rock my high sc socks you know that(:

2006-11-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey!
HAHA. so today, i did nothing much but watched tv and onetreehill(: i made my own lunch today! it wasn't that good but hey! at least it was edible! my mum came back with chicken rice and i ate it too!! so i'm basically bloated right now! gotta burn those fatss yoo. i'm really supposed to be studying, it hasn't hit me that reexams are on monday and if i fail, i'll actually seriously retain. ahhhhhhfooey.

i thought about alot of things today. both the good and bad.
suprisingly, i realised i'm not so dependent on you as i thought i'd be. haha. its good to know(:
and i realise that everyday now, there is one person whom i constantly look forward to talking to. him(:
suprisesuprise!

i'm still better with you(:

2006-11-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

YOU BRING ME OUT

HEY!!
OHMYGOSH! you guys GOTTA check out amber pacific songs!!! i'm dead serious?? i'm actually totally in love with them? i guess its a little emo. BUT I LIKE EMO SONGS SO KILL ME. hahahahahaha. JUST LISTEN TO IT. JESSICA LEE IF U COME HERE WHEN URE BACKK, YOUVE GOTTA LISTEN TO IT!! :DD HAHA. elissa you might like it too!(:

SO ANYWASSSSS. i think today's two ss listens were the MOST PRODUCTIVE and FUN outta like dontknow how many! HAHA. the one with msAtan was damnnnn funny?? me and charlene couldn't stop laughing at ________. :D secretsecret. then we went to the library to wait for mrsFtan to come back to sch? HAHA. we studied for like abit then ended up talking?? it was damnnnnn funny and we ended up being 45minutes late to meet mrstan at the staffroom!! HAHAHA. peekaboo(: she didn't scold us thoughs!! she just said like she'd gone home 15minutes later if we hadn't shown up. ohwells!(: we apologised thoughs! right now, charlene wants to be SNEAKY -..- SO she initiated this 10minutes earlier thing tmr to make up for our lateness!! HAHAHAHA. i hope i can wake up ): LAST LESSON TMR!!! DOUBLE L! DOUBLE L! wooooh! can't wait! then reexams and i'm FREE. well sorta. THEN WE WENT HOME AT TWOOOOOO! :D EARLYEARLYEARLY. thats usually when i wake up. OHKAYYYYS. imma go try getting my ass to absorb facts for history!
NIGHTS! :DD

I'm Thinking of the words to say, I'd like to think that this was fate. Reference to a song you love, Spell confusion with a "K" Like a star without its strings, hanging here on these two wings. For that smile and those eyes I'm fallingIf time could stop, how could I make this more poetic? When there's nothing more pathetic to be said You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.You carry truth, and make me smile. If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,For you.. If you ever had the chance,Would you make your life seem right? Or would you only hold it back, The good times, the hard, and the bad.Whatever you say is alright, Just as long as there's no doubt. Could you look me in the eyeand say hopes died? If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic? When there's nothing more pathetic to be said You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.You carry truth, and make me smile. If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you. Our wish, Each time, Keeps me returning to you, Night after night Lift me up as high as the clouds that won the sky, For you and I You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.You carry truth, and make me smile, If it were you and me tonight,I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look insideYou carry truth, you make me smile If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you, For you.

2006-11-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

amber pacific - gone so young

2006-11-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

amber pacific - poetically pathetic

2006-11-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to do this a long time ago, but better late than never rights(: HAHA. i think its for the next 10 people who taggg or smth! aiyaa. i can't really remember!! but i know its smth like that. HAHA. ohwells!

HEADS UP PEOPLE! :DD

for the next 10 people who tag!

1) I'll respond with something random about you.

2) I'll challenge you to try something.

3) I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.

4) I'll tell you something I like about you.

5) I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.

6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7) I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

8) you must post this on yours.

haha. anyways! hey!! for those who loveeed step up! HERES THE ALL THE DANCES PUT TOGETHERR. and for those who wanna watch it but haven't! DONT LOOK AT IT. HAHA. ITLL BE BETTER IF U WATCH IT IN THE THEATERRR. and lastly, those who hasn't watch it and isn't gonna. YOUVE GOTTA WATCH THE DANCES AT LEAST. all of them are like drop dead hot i'm serious?? just check it out(: you'd love it.

2006-11-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

Step Up - Dance Mix

2006-11-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

hiiiiii(:

i've got nothing t blog about today. i spent half my day sleeping cause i was reallyreally tired. i literally just ate&slept todayy!?! and wow i had alot of .. dreams. HAHA. ahhhh craps. right now, my main goal is to stop binge-ing.. i really gotta. ): i've been so pissed off at home lately cause i just can't stop eatingggggg. damn i wish water tasted good. ))))))):
running at 8am with kristyn tmr!!(: i can't wait. haha. then material girls with foong kristyn and maybe fushang! haha. like kristyn said, its bonding time!!! :DD
i can't believe i dreamt of you today.
and the worst part is.. i might actually like that dream. ):

2006-11-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHOCOLATE 15TH

CLARISSA!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D

2006-11-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

ThIz PoST Iz B3L0NgInG 2 KrEeTinG WorHhxZ.

~*HiYa!*~

KrEeTinG iZ dA kEwliEsT kId EvA WorHxZx.

i WaN 2 B jUz LyK hEr lOrHxZ.

ShE Iz MuI JiE MIuX, I lUrbChiNg HeR lYk HeLLz.

MuAcKzMuaCkzMUacKz.

FrEnZ 4EvA OkAY KrEeTiNg MeImeIxZ >.-

HAHHAHAHA. wtfff.

hiiiii(:
so today, met elissa at 6.15pm at the busstop! then we went to fareast to get clarissa's fancy panties :DD HAHA. DONTCHUU JUST LOVE THEM CLARISSA? she loves them, i know she does!(: they were so hot. try them on and tell us if it fits okays(; haha. then went over to heeren to get clarissa's sleeeepers. :DD HAHA. we took quite long there actually, i was looking for a shirt to get but i couldn't find any! ): so i didn't get anything. ohwells! went to the toilet cause SOME VAIN BLACK WHORE wanted to(: HAHA. kiddingkidding. so anyhows, bussed to ps cafe cartel and met them for dinner! i didn't buy anything :DD HAHA. i ate the free bread thoughs, and shared the ham and cheese clubbbb sandwich with elissa. then talktalktalk, laughlaughlaugh then went into ps and dont know what happened. HAHAHA. we kinda started losing each other!?! HAHA. yea anyways, spent most of our time in the 2DOLLLAR shop! HAHAHA. i dont know why. and everyone kept bouncing off elissa. i bounced off rui too!!(: but rui bouncing off elissa was the best manns! HAHAHA. then walked around abit more then bussed home with rui, elissa and clarissa! imma post clarissa's happy birthday later cause if not it'd be at the bottom! pictures later cause THE CAM STEALER HASN'T UPLOADED YET! hAHhaha. i feel so damnn accomplished, i went out with 56 bucks and came home with 50bucks! spent 2.20 on bus! but elissa lent me 40cents and rui lend me 55cents! thanks you guysssssss! euUx ShO KeWl WorHx!! RocKiN' MiE hiGh SC SoKx LoRhXzZx!! :DD

goodbye!(:

2006-11-13T12:31:00.000+08:00

IVE GOT A DIRTY LITTLE SECRET(;

how bout you?

ohmygosh!! i'm freezing!!! ): who thought singapore can be so cold manns! oh and ive got a 50dollar voucher to any shop in heeren!! :DD HAHA. cooolnesss(:

haha. so today, i was late for socialstudies by 45minutes. HAHA.
i overslept cause i had a nightmare. -.- IT WAS REALLY SCARYYY. i woke up and was scared for like a longlonglong time.
it was about this retarded psychotic guy who was lose? then he appeared in my house and so like we handcuffed him to this pipe and liek the tool box was just next to him!?! and for some shitass reason, my house had ALOT of tool boxes!?! so les and i started getting out all the toolboxes, took out all the tools and SKIPPED down this LONG DARK corridor with many mirrors!?! to drop the tools one by one!?! (wtfffff i didn't get it either) and like later i got locked outside my own house!!!! the pyscho appeared and came after me!! so i just kept running and running but he just kept appearing everywhere i ran to!?! then soon after the police came and like, he got caught la. so as he was making his way down, while i hide behind the door and peeped throw this crack in the door to ensure hes gone. he was walking down the stairs like a freeman with a blue bucket! thenn he walked passed the door AND I WAS SO HAPPYY BUT he walked back!!!! and then he looked behind the door and saw me!! then he gave me this pyschotic look!!! thats how my dream ended. ))): so obviously i woke up scared.

so anyways! charlene called and i went to bathe and cabbed down to sch! met mrstan and had lessons with her. (ihateher) SHE KEPT PICKING ON ME FOR SOME SHIT REASON!?! i dont know whyyy. i dont like her, shes mean. haha. she pissed me off so bad i didn't wanna talk anymore!! so anyways after like .. A LONG TIME, she finished the SBQ questions and like we were let off, btw, she gave us 5 seq questions to do by tmr 9am!?! wtf. so anyways! walked out in the rain with charlene and thats when i started freezing. -.- HAHA. ohwells!

7pm birthday dinner at ps laterrr so imma bathe and do my work now.
TAKECARE(:

2006-11-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

ahh, i hope those two are alright. anyways!! i'm really bored now so i'm gonna do two bulletins then start doing my history and ss.

bulletin one(:
1. Are you currently mad at someone? nopes! i dont think so. i was thoughs!
2. Which of your family members has the worsttemper? right now? my motherrrrr.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyones face? YA. HAHA. THE BALL. AT ALOT OF PEOPLES. but it was an accident(:
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? i hope not. i know i blush when i'm reallyreally embarrassed ):
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? haha. i'll just curse a little, then i'll go sleep or i'll cry if its really that bad. HAHA. but its always cool in the end so yeahh.

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? yeap.
2. Are you easily excited? NOO. not really i think. not sure! HAHA.
3. What event is coming up that you're mostexcited about? event!?! CHRISTMAS!?!!?! HAHAHA. I LOVELOVELOVE CHRISTMAS!!! DONT YOU LOVE CHRISTMAS!!! i just LOVE CHRISTMAS!! ohmygosh!!
4. Which of your friends is most excitable? clarissaSOH. joanneLEE. HAHA. those two are like the best at getting excited. seriously!! HAHA.
5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? call kiim and go shopping(:
6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? to eat everything and anything i want and be really thin from top to toe! :DD

SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name? celene
2. Where were you born? singapore
3. What's your main goal in life? i will lose my fats one day! and i've gotta pass my reexams!! (my goals end on christmas and it start anew next year! :DD)
4. Do you want to have children? YEAAA. but i dont want it to hurt. ):
5. How do you want to die? i wouldn't want to know when imma die till a day before!

OPINIONS.
1. Sex before marriage? haha. errr.. what about it.
2. Lower the drinking age? haha no opinionnnnn(:
3. Gay Marriage? HAHA. gay happy? I WANT A HAPPY MARRIAGE DUHHH. but gay gay?? i dont know manns!! not for me but i think its alright with others!
4. Recycling? HAHA. no one really cares about recycling right now.. i think.

LOVE
1. Do you have a crush? errrm. no not really.
2. Who is the best hugger that you know? haha. i'm not sure. i never thought about it. i like everyone's hugs la huh(:
3. Do you believe in love at first sight? errm.. right now? not really. but if my sis and her bf can prove it to me when they get married then hell yea i'll believe in it(:

Q&A
Q: How many beds were you in yesterday? FOUR! :DD HAHAHA. i was just lying down you nasty.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? white.
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday? sleep ALOT.
Q: How much cash do you have on you rightnow? 110
Q: I can't wait till...? CHRISTMASSS!!! SHIT I REALLY LOVE CHRISTMAS THAT BAD(:
Q: Who got you to join Friendster? HAHA. i'm not too sure!?! sec1 i thinK!!
Q: Is Jack on your friends list? nope!! neither is jill.
Q: Look to your left. What's there? PLASTICBAG!
Q: What's the last thing you borrowedfrom someone? errrrms. i'm not too sure.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most? blogs?
Q: Do you have plants in your room? NOOOOOOO. YUCK I DONT WANT PLANTS IN MY ROOM!!!!
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? yea my vagina!!! ): ): HAHA. i got my periodddd you see!
Q: What city was your last taxi ride in? singapore
Q: Most recent time you were really upset? upset?? i'm not too sure. HAHA. wasn't recently i think.

last.
1.Person you saw not in your family: hweeli.
2. Hugged: hweeli.
3. Movie watched: STEP UP!
4. Song you listened to: breakdown by plain white T's.

_______Today________
1. What are you doing now? thinking of how imma get myself to study and pass my reexams.
2. What are you doing tonight: STUDYING. imma tryyyyyyy.
3. What are you going to eat for dinner: buzhidao. i hope its GOOD FOOD!
4. What are you doing tomorrow? tuition with mrsTAN, study somemore. studystudystudy.
5. Do you have to work?: NOPES. NOT AFTER THE LAST ONE, I AM SO OVER WORKING.

________Currently_________
1. Currently love someone: haha. i dont think so.
2. Like someone: i hope not but i think so.
3. Does someone like you: haha. idonknowwwww. wo bu yao knowww. ):

bulletin two(:
are you:
*sensitive: YEAA SOMETIMES I THINKK.
*easily hurt: HAHA. YEAA SOMETIMES ALSOOO.
*calm: HELL NO. HAHA. i can panic over the stupidest things when i'm stressed.
*quiet: yeaa but i'm sleepy or in a bad mood.
*choosy: not really, unless like its like my clothes or smth.
*active: HAHA. hell no, i wish i am thoughs!(:
*very shy: errr. if in person when i dont knw that person. haha.
*confident in yourself: i dont think so i guess.
*good: YEAAA TOTALLY(:
*outgoing: if i like you(:
*open-minded: haha. i dont really think so.
*an only child: nopes! i've got les and keane.
*happy at the moment: HELL NO, I JUST FINISHED MY DINNER AND MY STOMACH FEELS SO BLOATED I CAN ACTUALLY EXPLODE!?! i feel fatter.
*tired: nopes!! but i'm starting to cause i've gotta study.
*playing any online games: haha. nopes.
*play chess: I USED TO LIKE IT... :*tempted by chocolates: YEAAAAAA. REALL TEMPTED.

Do You?
*believe the term 'love at first sight': right now i dont. haha. but i can be proven wrong(:
*have someone you really care for presently: yeaapp..
*believe in love: HAHA. at this age, i believe in like. HAHA.
*play the piano: YEAP(:
*play the drums: i can play it! its just whether i'm good or bad.
*like your life: i dont like it but i dont hate it. its alright i guess.
*like school: OTHER THAN WAKING UP EARLY, HOMEWORK, EXAMS AND TESTS? i love school.
*like dancing: i can do the chicken dance.
*like sweets: YEAPPP(:
*like travelling: I LOVELOVELOVE TRAVELLING!
*own an Xbox/playstationer: yeahh.
* love spongebob squarepants: i dnt love it but i like it! :DD i think patricks damn assing cute. haha.
*ride a bike: YEAAA. until it got stolen.
*read HarryPotter: no.. but ive watched all the movies!! :DD
*yell at your sibling/s: yea. when they piss me off.
*argue with your parents: yeaaa. when we disagree. hahah.
*love McDonalds: IM SO SICK OF MACS, but i like the breakfast and applepies(:
*play basketball: yeaa
*play badminton: no not really, i'm bad at it.
*play tennis: i playyed beforeee. HAHA. IM A PRO AT IT!(: i can get the ball over the net manns!
*play bowling: occasionally
*swim: HAHAHA. i swim like twice a monthhhh i guess or maybe once in two months but i only know how enough to survive in the water.
*ice- skating: haha. no not really.
*billiards: when i'm over at beas(: haha.
*love movies: YESSS, I SO TOTALLY LOVE MOVIES??
*like Oreo: i like it but i hate the fact it makes my teeth black.
*like chips: YEAAAA.
*do the housework: hardly unless my mum pays me to clean up my table or closet.
*love your friends: YEAAAA!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

Will You?
*get more than 5 piercings: at one spot? no.. no not really.
*curse a friend: when i was pissed, but i took it back.
*hug a stranger: HAHA. ERRRR. DEPENDS.
*sneak out at night alone: if i'm meeting friends, hell yea.
*further your studies overseas: yeap.
*try summoning a ghost for fun: OHMYGOSH!!! NOOOO, THATS SEIROUSLY CREEPY.
*try alcohol: yeaps.
*love someone whole heartedly: errrms, yeaa when its the right guy(:
*hug someone: yeaps!
*look someone in the eye: haha. yea why not!?! unless i dont like that person.
*do stupid things that finally made u reallyembarrased: YEAAA if its a good fun thing.
*said sorry to someone: yea if im in the wrong.
*thank someone: yeap!
*love someone who hurts u badly: i might(:

2006-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

SNEAK ME IN PLEASE(:

hey!
haha. today was one was those very unproductive days, but i learnt something. i finally realised how friends are people who understands your flaws and concentrate on the more positive points of you. sounds cliche but seriously true.

so anyways! i slept till 5pm today, hweeli called and then we decided to meet cause it was her last night here in singapore. then we called kim along cause kim hasn't seen hweeli in AGES. got ready and met kim in paragon to collect my HORRIBLY UGLY specs, and walked around. we walked quite far actually, from paragon to taka to wisma to taka. haha. met jiajun, allie, beverly at taka and edward too! haha. talked to them for like a short bit and went off to find food cause kim was seriously starving. everywhere was so freaking crowded so we settled for mosburger. sat down, ate, talked, waited and OUR DEAR HWEELI FINALLY MADE HER WAY DOWN AFTER LIKE TWO WHOLE HOURS haha. talked for awhile longer and kim had to go back cause of her mum, cabbed her back and i went with hweeli to get her stuff from her mum's house, then down over to her dads. talked and helped her decide what to dress then she walked me out(: and bussed home.

weird scary things happened from that period while i walked to the bus stop. but i can't state it here cause i think it'll be kinda .. mean. haha. ohwells!

came home and watched cast away. WOW DAMNN ITS SERIOUSLY A GOOD MOVIE?? wilson the ball was seriously disgusting, but i cried when tom hanks lost wilson at sea ): ): ): BUT WOWWS!!! cast away is one of my favorite movies. haha. then i came online, read kim's blog and she was being emo, so i smsed her and then called her. talk to her for abit, then im back here blogging.

Kiiiiim(:
sorry if i sounded against you okays!! but i really wasn't!!! trust me? ): i was really trying to reason it out only. sorry manns!! and HEYYY dont be pissed anymore la. remember what i told you(: forgiveness my dear. forgiveness!! :DD cheerup! chin up! heads up! HANDS UP! and we're ready to do the boogey!

it hurts real bad when that special someone upsets you, but know that most of its pain comes because you expect much more from him compared to anyone else.

2006-11-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

kit-kat time.

wow, its quite amazing how i can be at fault for alot of things. i was just thinking about it during my very short walk back. just today, i have done 8 things in which i am to blame for. wow.. thats kinda alot. on the average, i would do a mistake every 3 hours. bravo me!(:

i dont feel much like blogging now, i'll blog about the movie thing later but right now,

sorry, hweeli. for oversleeping and not meeting up with you before suntec. i can't tell you how sorry i am, but it doesn't matter. i figured youre still pissed so yea.. okay.
sorry i ruined your night.

thanks anna and bern(: for not getting too mad at me, but im really so shit sorry for oversleeping!! i really wasn't gonna but i dont know what happened.. im so sorry. thanks so much you guys.

& thankyou kheng for coming down last minute to fill up the extra seat and calling to make sure i was home and stuff!!

2006-11-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

YOU SMILE IN YOUR SLEEP

haha. wows. this morning was like. HAHA. WOW.

woke up at like 7.10am todayyy to go meet kristyn at the serene center busstop! HAHA. i was really late): ANYWAYS. then we walked over to foongs house and i tried on the rollerblades!!! HAHA. HER EVIL ROLLERBLADES GAVE ME TOO MUCH PAIN AND ABRASIONS. booo. BUT THEY WERE COOOL, THANKYOU FOONG FOR LENDING THEM TO ME(: HAHA. it was quite funny actually and scary too. its been so long since i've actually rollerbladed. like in primary 3!?! HAHA. wow. we bladed from one end of botanics at serene to botanics at tanglin. it was so shit scary okay. THE SLOPES ALMOST KILLED ME I SWEARR. idontknow. i hated the slopes cause it makes my blades roll so uncontrollably fast and i dont think my brakes work!! and plus! i dont know how to use them manns!! )): HAHA. SO POOR KRISTYN AND JESSICA HAD TO HELP ME. : HAHA> im so sorry you guys!! yeaa. so when we were blading at botanics, alot of people just started laughing at me JUST CAUSE I CANT SKATE. wthell, im being discriminated for being a bad skater. screw those asses! >:( AND THIS LITTLE BOY CURSED ME TO FALL, IF I WERE ON SHOES, WOW DAMN THAT BOY BETTER RUN. i hate little boys, piss offs. ANYWAYSSSSS((((: HAHA. went to serene and laughed at .. kristyn's hunk. HE WAS HOTT(: so yeaaa then talk talk talk and went back to foongs, got my stuff and went to sch to study, at the same time pass my money to yingxin.
ROLLERBLADING GOT ME SO SHITSCARED I STARTED BLEEDING IN YOUKNOWWHERE! ):
haha. thanks kristyn and foong!!!(: SORRY IF I SLOWED U GUYS DOWN REAL BAD TODAYY. HAHAHA.

ahhh.. this is the emo part.HAHA.
so after i studied and everything. when i was walking out. for the first time in many months, i actually dared to look into the court and ask myself whether i'd be able to handle trng when i get back, it wasn't something i'd usually ask myself, cause i knew i wouldn't be able to. its not something i'd like to know, or face up to, but i would have to sooner or later. and for the first time in 2years , i feel like i actually miss basketball... idontknow. i used to be so afraid of the court, or maybe afraid of trng and screwing up. i hated knowing that i wasn't good at something i liked and stuff so i kept away and started hating it. i dont know, i guess its hard admitting i will no longer be one of those team players. and somehow, although i dont want it to, but it bothers me. i hate having to go back to trng knowing that imma suck real bad at it!! ): craps.

its hard to be bad at something that you love.

maybe thats why i hated basketball real bad.

but one thing i still absolutely love about basketball is that the people in there are one of the GREATEST people you could ever find. yea so i may not talk to or be close to most of them? but like today, it felt really good when they waved over even though i am kind of alien to the whole basketball thing. i dont know.. maybe i just miss everyone there, like talking to them and stuff. sigh.. this sucks. haha.

haha. ohmanns!! this is such an emo post. aiyaaa. HAHA. i like it thoughs(: cause its something i reallyreally meant and i'm not afraid to let anyone know, at least not anymore(:

GOOODBYEEEEE(: IM OFF TO STUDYYYYYYY.. )):

2006-11-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

I REALLY WISH I COULD PUT THE STORY IN HISTORY.

and right now, i just really hoping i'm not down because of you.. i hope im down cause i dont have anymore gum and all i have is icecream to eat. or that i have a shitload of history that im supposed to do but i dont know how to. wow.. i hope my hopes not false hope. :\

god, i hate it when that asshole makes me think. )):

OH AND OHMYGOSH!!! STEP UP IS OUT TODAYYYY! :DD

I AM DYING TO WATCH STEP UP!!!

ITS A DIE DIE MUST WATCH KINDA THING MANNXzxXZx!! I NEED TO WATCH STEP UP ASAP!! :(

2006-11-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

fyi? im seriously getting fucking tired of your excuses. its not that i dont believe them, its just that it happens so shit often, its kinda hard to believe.
im hungry, and i need a kitkat real bad.):
and the thing is i feel like such a fool right now cause i actually let myself look forward to.. that; like it'd be different or smth. ahh whatever, yohave u fun at your match.
she told you to read in between the lines.

2006-11-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

HUNGRY GRUMPY PEOPLE

hey! haha. so i just came back from town.

today was sorta productive! well.. in the morning. HAHA. had msAtan's tuition with charlene again at 9 FREAKING AM. i got 9/20 for my freaking sbq again!! 9 is such a cursed number. anyways! thenns. was supposed to study with lauren and yokemun, but i went home cause i was so seriously tired! didn't get much sleep the night before you see!! i'm not sure if you two come here but i'm sorry you guys! thenns, i woke up around 7 plus? then went out at 8 to meet hweeli(: HAHA. i haven't seen her in ages, damn that girl got skinnier. so anyhows, met her and went to newton to eat?? then went back to town to watch a movie! HAHAHA. we walked from newton to cine! damn right we did! HAHA. watched take the lead in those rooms at cine? yeahhh. we were gonna watch house of wax but it was rented already): but take the lead was quite good la huh. it wasn't like THHHAAAAAT good?? but it wasn't bad either. so thennn HWEEELIIII fell asleep! HAHA. sucha pigggg(: haha. but she came from work so shes excused. then cabbed to lido bus stop then hweeli went home and i decided to take a healthy walk home! i take 30minutes to walk home from orchard. craaaabbbsticks. ohwells! i'll walk faster next time.
IMMM HUNGRYYY NOWWW! and i packed my table today(:

tell me im not too late.

2006-11-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

RYAN GOSLING CHEATED MY FEELINGS!!! ): BOO HIM.

haha. so you see, i was at this hollywood site?(yes, i was searching up for ryan gosling) and then i saw his 2006 picturee... )))))): HE LOOKED SO BADD. hes like uglier. and uglier. and uglier!!! HE SO TOTALLY CHEATED MY FEELINGS OKAYS. ): i feel so heartbrokened. AIYAAAAAA. so irritating. i want the 2005 ryan gosling back! damnnnn really WASSS HOTTTSTUFFF OR WHATT. did you see him in the youtube thing!?! i love his strut!! i love the part where he pointed to rachel mcadams and asked her to come to him too then he walked towards her!!?! WOWW!!! SEXYYYYY MANNS!!! he was so dropdead hot i swear!!! just not anymore. sigh.. ): this is so saddening.
BTW, I DONT KNOW IF RYAN GOSLING AND RACHEL MCADAMS ARE LIKE MARRIED OR STILL A COUPLE?? but i found out they were/are together!! HOW HOT IS THATTT!!! WHOAAA compatible!! i hope theyre still together and ARE getting married. i'd be so shit happy. haha.

SO I SLEPT OVER AT KIMS YSTTT AND WOKE UP AT 11.20am CAUSE CHARLENE CALLED ME! HAHA. thenns i found out i was supposed to be studying with her and rui so i hurried home and changed to uniform then i went over to the sclibrary! met lauren and jenevive?(idontknow how to spell her name, sorry) thennn did studying till like 2plus 3?? went over to united with rui and lauren for lunch! HAHA. i ate chickenrice(: and i think rui ate frieddrice?? wells! thennnn we walked around and into esprit and me and lauren tried on this really goofy dress!?! HAHAHAA. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. i didn't know how to put it on thoughs!! rui didn't wanna join us ): wells, ANYWAYS WE BOTH CAME OUT OF THE DRESSING ROOM AND RUI STARTED LAUGHING THE SHIT OUTTT. hahaha. it was quite funny, we looked pregnant in it you see cause it was really dman poofy. so anyways put changed back and watched around into the petshop and we saw this DEMENTED RABBIT. i hated it. then cabbed to ruis then lauren cabbed home. watched coach carter, mean girls, 30 seconds to fame and smth else!! HAHA. it was fun((: thanks girl. OH BTW, I LOVE UR WEIRD CHOCOLATY THING THAT YOU MADE!?! go be a chef when u grow up manns! YOUUU ICHIBAN YOOO! :DD HAHA. then walked home. HAHA. i've gotta finish my sbq for tmr's tuition with msAtan. ahhcraps. OKIDOKES.
GOODBYE(:

2006-11-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

MTV Movie Awards 2005 - Best Kiss

ohmygosh!!! yOU GUYS GOTTA WATCH THIS VIDEO. RYAN GOSLINGS SUCH A BABE I SWEARRR. WOWWWW!!! HE DIDN"T LOOK THAT HOT IN THE NOTEBOOK BUT DAMNNNN. CHECK HIM OUT NOW!!! watch it right to end!!! YOU'D LOVE HIMMM TO DEATH!!! AHHH. I LOVE RYAN GOSLING TOO TOO MUCHHHH. < 3333 LOOK AT HIS STRUT TOWARDS RACHEL MCADAMS!! ITS SOOOO HOT. ohmygosh!!!! :D:D:D MY EYECANDY. god hes hot.

2006-11-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

kiiimm(:
i hope youre feeling better.

Whenever I'm down I call on you my friend

A helping hand you lend in my time of need

So I'm calling you now just to make it through

What else can I do won't you hear my plea

Friends may come and friends may go but you should know that

That I've got your back it's automatic

So never hesitate to call

trust him, trust us, trust yourself, have faith.

we all love you veryvery much(:

dont think so much, youre great as you are.

everyone has flaws. its just something we all have to deal with.

stop bringing yourself down over nothing.

you takecare of yourself okays?

i smsed you whatever i wanted to say here,

so i dont have to repeat them. haha.

just be yourself, trust yourself and you'll be fine.

i've gotcha back.

much love, always.

2006-11-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh, i just cried over welcome home(you) by brian littrell. : HAHAHA. ohno. theres something wrong with me. but the music and lyrics are just so seriously sweet. ahhh. ohnoo.. i feel so like a cry baby now. HAHA. ohmanns!!! okaysokays. i just wanted to blog about it cause i think its quite funny now... :\ HAHA. okays. pms pms pms! HAHA. GOODNIGHTS!

welcome home(you) - brian littrell
When I left home to be who I am
Some people said "No Way"
But I laid it all down, gave everything
In my head rang the words that my father said
You're never far
I will be where you are
and when you come to me
I will open my arms
Welcome Home, you
I know you by name
How do you do?
I shine because of you today
So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just to see your face.
When I look at you holding my heart
I will give to you all that I have
Son I know there'll be times
You will feel all alone
I will share with you the words my father said
You're never far
I will be where you are
and when you come to me
You can bet I will open my arms
Welcome Home, youI know you by name
How do you do?
I shine because of you today
So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just to see your face
Said I've been waiting for that day
Just to feel your warm embrace
Your love has shown
I will never be alone
You will welcome me home
I'll forever be
You will say to me
Welcome Home, you
I know you by name
How do you do?
I shine because of you today
So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know son, it's good just to see your face
When I left home to be who I am
Some people said "No Way"

2006-11-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

my dearest mothers having one of those episodes again. this time, its something about buying and not keeping i think? whatever it is, its something really stupid as usual. i dont get her.. maybe she just likes screaming. i bet she's gonna burst into the room in 5minutes and scold me. just you wait and see(: hahahahahaha.

i'm so terribly bored right nowww.. i think im supposed to be studying but.. im too lazy to start and its saturday alreadyyyyy.. 2more weeks till reexams ))))))): ohhhhhcraaaaps. i'm sleepy. goodnights!

2006-11-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

hey!! wow. okays! todays like really unproductive manns!! i woke up at like 1.30pm pluss then ive been watching one tree hill since then. :D:D HAHA. its so addictive and i lovelovelove one tree hill!! I LOVE JAKE. ohmygosh!! HES REALLY LIKE WHOAAA. i love jake more than i love nathan but i love nathan too. :D:D HAHAHA. theyre both so WOWW. anyways. i'm reallyreally bored now so imma do some weird thing. haha. then ill go watch tv and study at night!! :D:D

i stole this from anna(:

1. Single, taken or crushing? single manns! :DD
2. Are you happy with your life now? im not that happy about it! but i dont have anything against it! so its cool
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast? HAHA. i'll let you know when i do!
4. Have you ever been heart broken? nopes! not yet i guess.
5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable? haha. idontknow! but im quite sure i'd forgive whoever that cheaterbug is if i found out from HIM and not someone else!!! but either ways i'd be mad for abit first and i'd be cool with it later!
6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you? yeah! everyone deserves a chance or two rights?? ((:
7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?Yeap! who hasn't?
8. Do you want children? im not dying for one but i wouldn't mind i guess!
9. How many? HAHA. i dont know.
10. Would you ever consider adoption? yeap definitely.
11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings? HAHA. in a fun kinda way! not those serious talks )): i hate those.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships? haha. i dont mind i guess but im not really that into it.
13. Do you believe in love at first sight? HAHA. errs. no not really?
14. Do you believe you can change someone? yea why not! i think its possible.
15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be? haha! somewhere cool! like not in singapore. HAHAHAHA.
16. Do you give in easily when fighting? err.. i'd give in but i'm not sure if i would easily. haha. depends(:
17. Do you have feelings for someone right now? right now? errrs, im not that sure! but i dont think so! idontknow):
18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up? yeaaaa. it was kinda interesting thoughs! HAHA. i dont know, i used to hate it real bad?? but now im cool with it, i just think its funny!
19. Have you ever broken a heart? i dont think so.
20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do? errs. back off? HAHA.
21. Are you missing anyone right now? errms, yea i think so.

2006-11-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

hello people of the world! :DD
i feel like puking real real bad right now.. :\ i dont really know why thoughs! maybe its the instant noodles i cooked... ahh. ohwells! whatever it is, it made me fell hella vomittish! )):

so today, i overslept and woke up at like 6.40am??! HAHA. yeahh. then i fell back asleep and woke up at like 8.20am! so i bathed and got into my uniform and went to sch to meet charlene and msAtan for history! WOWW. i swear msAtans seriously a great teacher manns!! she explained everything in like ONE STORY!?! HAHA. and for some reason it was kinda interesting!! especially the hitler part?? idontknow. it was just kinda funny. covered like alot of history today thanks to mstan and charlene for asking me to joinnn!! thankyouuu though i dont think you come here but THANKYOUUU!!!((: so had hist till like bout 11? then i stayed on to study more till 11.40 then i got sleepy! so i went home and watched tv and slept till 8. :\ HAHA. wow.. okays. i'll study more again later and definitely tmr. no doubt about that manns! :DD

oh and i've got halloween pictures from ruixian and steph! halloween was fun manns!! picture's worth a thousand words! :DD you can just go to their blogs and read cause i'm too lazy to type about it! BUT IT WAS FUNNNN OKAYYS(((:

see elissa blends in with the dark(:

2006-10-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

I WILL STUDYSTUDYSTUDY. after this!
HAPPY BELATED BELATED HALLOWEEN EVERYONE.
I"LL BLOG ABOUT IT WHEN I GET PICTURES WHEN ELISSA RETURNS FROM BANKOK OKAYS! :DD TAKECARE.

1. Are you photogenic? no ohmygosh!! i look so bad in photos!?! HAHA. and in person too! :DD
2. What time do you go to bed? eerrrms. 1am to like 4am?
3. What was the last thing you did before this? staring at a blank foolscap which was supposed to be filled up with history notes. HAHA.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most? errrms!! i'm not sure.
5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help? haha. i dont usually call people! i usually talk to them online or i'd be smsing(:
6. What's on your mind right now? WHETHER I'D BE ABLE TO WAKE UP AT 6 TMR.... :\ HAHA.
7. Which do you prefer? American idol or Singapore idol? AMERICAN IDOL.
8. With whom do you have the most fun? HAHA> ANYONE I GO OUT WITH. they're all really fun whaatts(:
9. Which movie do you wanna watch now? THE GUARDIAN!?! HAHAH. I WANT TO WATCH IT SO BAD. AND ERRMS WORLD TRADE CENTER. :DD I REALLY REALYL WANNA WATCH THOSE )):
10. When was the last time you went out? Who did you go out with?YESTERDAY! for halloween! errms! went trick or treating with ruixian, tifflow and elissa! then we met steph sandra elsa tiff alex siyi glenn john and kheng.
11. What do you hate the most for now? HAHA. right now? .. THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO RETAKE MY PAPERS. )):
12. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep? bathe, sms, computer, listen to music, attempt to study, read a book and.. go out.
13. Colors that make you happy ? RED WHITE YELLOW ORANGE BLUE GREEN. :\ HAHA.
14. Favourite thing/s in your room ? nothing much. my bed? HAHA.
15. Miss someone? errms. yeah quite i guess.
16. Plan to buy something? YEAAA. MORE CLOTHES AFTER MY RES((: and my video < 3
17. Are you satisfied with your life now? haha. not really but i'm quite alright with it(:
18. Do you like seafood? some of it. not all... i get scared seeing some.
19. Breakfast or dinner? BRUNCH! HAHA.
20. Do you like chocolates? WHITE? no.. MILK? HELL YEAH!! dark? idontmind.
21. Do you have a laptop? haha. i used to.
22. What's your favorite fast food? CARLS JR. MOS BURGER. MACS BREAKFAST! :DD HAHA.
23. Cats or dogs? DOGGSS but not those small ones. i'm scared of them. :((
24. Salty or sweet? SWEET!
25. Urban or rural? URBAN.
26. Is kissing normal for your age? i guess so.
27. Are you athletic? HAHAHA. no. i used to be thoughss!!! i kinda lost it. HAHA. ):
28. Favourite bands for now? errrms. idontknow. FALL OUT BOY? :29. Do you have your own cell phone? haha. yeah.. who shares!
30. What do you wear to bed? shirts, fbts/boxers
31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school? OH YUCK.
32. Coke or pepsi?christina aguilera or britney spears? coke and christina aguilera. hell she can sing manns!
33. Sugar or spice? everything nice!
34. Can you use chopsticks? YEAAHHH. HAHA. AND IM PROUD OF IT.
35. Do you care about getting good grades? now? YEAH. before? FARRR FROM CARING.. :(
36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? YEAHH. I NEED POWERNAPS FROM TIME TO TIME.
37. Get a job or ask your parents for money? ask.. i'm so over getting a job after mosburger. HAHA.
38. Is your mom strict? nah not at all.
39. Do your parents give you enough privacy? yeah they do.
40. Do your parents trust you? usually unless i seem weird to them i guess?
41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends? HELL NO. i wouldn't even wanna lose a goodfriend.
42. Does your best friend get on your nerves? we all do kinda get on each others nerves now and then rights, but its always cool after awhile(:
43. Do you make friends quickly? HAHA. no not really. i'm kinda anti social i guess. :44. Do you tell your mom everything? nopes! i will never.
45. What do you and your parents fight about most? dontknow. i dont eavesdrop asshole.
46. If you love someone and her/she rejected you, what would you do to him/her? errrms. start planning murder. :DD HAHA. nah, i'm kidding. i wont do a thing(:
47. Can you sing or rap? .. sing. badly...
48. If you had one wish , who would you make your wife/husband for life? YOUNG JOSH HARTNETT, CHANNING TATUM, ASHTON KUTCHER, RUPERT GRINT! :DD HAHA. i'll have four husbands please. thankyou! HAHA.

2006-10-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

hey!!
so went to mgchurch today with laurencheung! but i was so seriously late?? i'm sorry lauren. by the time we got there, it was like 15minutes of church left...... HAHAHA. sorryyyyy... )): THENNNS. went to studied at the canteen till her dad came. then went home for abit. i TRIED to study history in bed but i ended up falling asleep cause the bed was too comfortable you see!! :D HAHA. woke up at four and then tried to study but my mum came home with new stuff for my computer? :D new speakers and whatever. SO I GOT DISTRACTED! thenns, lauren called and i talked to her till 6.45?? then like cabbed to sarahs house for class party! :D:D HAHA. it was damn funny. especially speed!?!! HAHAHHAA. SPEED WAS DAMN FUNN. AHHAHA. jazreel kept losing and weizhen me elissa yenxi emily just kept screaming!?! HAHA. its dman funn. i lovelovelove playing speed with those people. :D thennns. went upstairs and then pushed emily into the pool then lauren pushed me!! so me and em pushed lauren!!! HAHA. damn funny but like yea.. it was raining so not alot of people got pushed in. sighhh. nexttime la huh(: then elissa fetched me and jo back. THANKSSS BLACKKKS(: ure really cool.

elissa, lauren, me, joannechia, sarah, weizhen.

2006-10-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

ohhhmygoddddd. how fucking hot is he!?!

LEMME TELL YOUUU HES SO SERIOUSLY ASSCRACK HOT OKAYYYSSS. god. i swear i never used to think hes THAT hot but like WOWW.. JUST LOOK AT HIM MANNS!!!! :DD HAHA. hotnessss. i lovelovelove josh hartnett.

< 3

2006-10-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

when life gives you lemons,

EAT THEM

2006-10-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

HIT ME HARD WITH THE STUDY BUG NOW BIATCH.

ohhhshizzles. i think its time i hit the books! hard.. as in FOR REALLL.

I WILL SLEEP, BREATHE, EAT, DRINK, THINK HISTORY AND SS. :D :D

i think i can, i think i can, i think i can.. i hope i can. ):

WISH ME LUCK FUNKY FELLOWS. )):

2006-10-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

okay i'm really not supposed to be online right now.
but i just wanna say

I GOT ME A NEW PENCILBOX THAT I LOVELOVELOVE (:

so now, i can study better cause my sexy pencilbox makes me happy! and i met/talked to quite afew of the people that i reallyreally missed on fri and the weekends!! SO I'M DOUBLY HAPPY! :DD

i have the mood to study now.
so i shall. soon(:

and THANKYOU bernice, kheng, clarissa, kristyn, joannelee and anon2006!
you guys are the best

i can't continue treating you like that special someone before. ure not the same and i doubt i am too. ure seriously being such a hoe right now, you should stick to it thoughs, ure really great at it. and plus, it beats being a hypocritical two-faced fucked up asscrack. BY THE WAY? THANKS FOR NOTHING BABE. I HOPE YOURE HAPPY NOW(:
i just wanted to impress you before. but now, i'll make you taste a new taste of regret(:

2006-10-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

before you do or say anything.
maybe you should stop. think. and ask yourself whether you really do care at all.
i really dont wanna be blindly misled again cause with you, anything happens.

i need pure luck and discipline for combine humans.
tell me thats possible.

2006-10-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

there's nothing i can do to draw you close to me, can you take this silence like a pill so i can breathe again? i've been trying to ignore the best part of you. but i'm still hoping that i'll be with you somehow, somehow. please be home tonight. i'll die if i dont get a chance to make this just right. i'm sorry but i can't forget about the way i feel, every time youre here. what would it take for me to be with you? i swear i'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed. i'd go so far to please you but i bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all. hopeless love please leave me, this broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long. why dont you care at all? i'm dying for a place in your heart.

2006-10-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

I'LL SAY HELLO TO

DOOMSDAY(:

so i've abstained myself from going to the internet these past few days. but evidently, i didn't do too good a job at it since i'm blogging now. whatever.

tomorrows gonna be THEDAY manns. i really dont know how imma react.. to anything. and the best parts that i've got my period now? so i guess whatever i feel tmr would be doubled, negatively. i just hope i dont throw my temper at anyone.. but i'm really sorry if i do okays. maybe talking to me wouldn't be such a good idea tmr unless you see me pouncing around with a huge smile on my face, it'd be highly unlikely thoughs.

its not so much of being upset about my marks but more of regret; i really did deserve such bad marks i guess, its just that i wish i had worked hard from the begginning of the year and score well rather than start now after realising that i might just get retained. i know retention isn't as bad as i make it out to be, but i can't convince myself enough that it isn't suicidal. i guess its my pride. idontknow. its hard facing that fact that i did so badly.. let alone taking reexams, and retention. god i dont know what i'd do if i retain. i reallyreally dont.

so today, msleong was talking to us about whatever after sch, then she talked to another few of us after that. i hate the suspense, i rather she just tell us right then rather than let us wait till tmr. i swear i've never felt so mixed up in my whole life, and i can be sad and whatever initially, but after like 30minutes or so, all the bad feelings disappear and i'd just feel numbed for the whole day. its like i'm moodless outta sudden and i'd just keep laughing for no reason. idontknow. but the feelings seriously terrible.

tmrs gonna fucking suck.

thankyou everyone for caring so much. for all the "are you okay?", "its alright, you can do it", "you wont one la, sure pass dont worry", "i can help you!", " we'll study with you when you start studying" and "dont be stressed/pressured/sad/worried" and whatever else. it seems so cliche saying this, but just asking or reassuring me means the world. especially now. i love all you guys so damn shitass much. i reallyreally do.

emily, joanne, lauren - you guys are so seriously the bestest. haha. its so gay thanking you all now, but i reallyreally think so. i'm sorry i came to this realisation so late. i knew all along that you guys were greatfriends and stuff but i guess i never gave much thought into it till today. this is so cliche okays, but whatever that happened today, i mean, me crying and freaking out over the smallest thing and like you guys being there to comfort, reassure, encourage and whatever else made me realise that i've got the bestest friends in the whole damn world. i'm sorry for being such a crybaby after getting back results and about rambling on and on about .. alot of things. it really must be annoying just listening to me most of the time ramble about my problems and cry over my results everytime i think of retention, but despite that, you guys were always constantly there, be it to listen and give me the reassurance or comfort in knowing that youre there. thankyou all the encouragements, especially recently, its nearly everyday one of you guys would say something encouraging and comforting and well yeah, i dont show it or say anything but i'm telling you now it reallyreally helps alot. like emily today with her " todays her last day she'll play phase ten? (iforgotthecardgame), and tmr, she'll start studying! and we'll start studying when she studies too" and then with her cocky smile. wahlao!!! i nearly cried when i heard that manns!! it sounded so seriously sweet somehow even if it came out of emily(: haha, kidding. you guys reallyreally cheered me up playing that card game so retardedly. it was fun. i guess i just wanna thankyou for always being there, for being such great friends.. for everything. THANKYOU.

i really wanna thank alot of people now, but i dont think alot of them come to my blog so i'll just write them letters and try passing some of em tmr(:
but here anyways,

THANK YOU!

emily, joanne, lauren, beverly, hian, sarahkee, weizhen, jazreel, elissa, joannechia, jolyn, jiaen, minru, rui, clarissa

THANK YOU!

john, nick, kenneth, shafiq, yinli, kheng, ligang, sam

THANK YOU!

kim, bea, anna, steph

THANK YOU!

the anonymous on my blog.

sorry if i missed anyone out, i hope i didn't thoughs. but if i did, just let me know yea? i'll give you the biggest one.

2006-10-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

PLAY PRETTY DEAD, FOR NOW.

hey.
ohmygosh.. i think sch's really really depressing now.

i really can't accept that I FINALLY SHITASS PASSED MY SOCIALSTUDIES and i fucking failed overall okays. its seriously frustrating thinking about it. i really can't. ): social studies is coming up.. this is seriously so fucking annoying. i'msoshittscared.. i dont really have the mood for anything anymore. its so exhausting actually thinking about the reexams?? and how its actually decides whether to retain or not. i'm actually dead serious? ahh. i need to figure out how to plug out my computer so i'd stop using it cause i dont have enough discipline to stop myself.. especially when its just next to me. i need to study. i'm so gonna study this time i swear.

ahhhh.. tmrs english and lit rights?
i so totally cannot fail english and literature? i really dont know what imma do if i do fail. i reallyreally dont.. crapp. this seriously sucks to the CORE.

imma cut off from now, ALL you guys please takecare alrights. i love y'all loads! whatever it is, i'm still here for you but i'm just not as conveniently reachable on msn or whatever so you've gotta phone or msg me if you guys needa talk alrights? sorry manns.

emily joanne jolyn joanne lauren sarah minru jiaen beverly hian and whoever who were there today, THANKYOU.
i'm sorry for all the swear words i said then alright? i'm quite sure a few of you aren't used to it. i'm sorry.. i forgot, and was just really pissed so it just came out like that. sorry you guys.

2006-10-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey!!

i'm very bored now!! :D HAHAHA. so todayyyy!! met rui at like 6.30? to walk at botanics!! :D :D we had a REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG WALK! HAHA. it was cool though it got really dark like at the end. :( BUT OHWELLS! it felt great catching up with that nutcase! shes seriously funny!! HAHA. we saw this thing in the dark move and we both became idiots screaming and the couple infront of us just laughed.. they're not very nice people i guess. or maybe we're just WHIMPS. HAHA. SO THENNNS, it was late so HER MUM CAME AND GAVE ME A LIFT HOME. coolness! :D well! results are tmr! ): thats seriously sad. i'm like scared but i'm not very down about it!! THATS FOR TODAY!! ohmygosh! i bet when i receive my results, i'd be crying my heart out so bad the school'll get flooded and everyone would be swimming in my tears! ): ): ): ohmanns!! thats kinda shitassss sucky. OHWELLLS. think i'll go like sms cool weird people! TAKECAREE(: OH AND BTW? HOPELESS LOVE BY DAPHNE LOVES DERBY IS A REALLYREALLY GOOD SONG(:

please be home tonight,

i'll die if i dont get a chance,

to make this just right.

I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel

Every time you're here.

2006-10-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

hey! haha. woww.. its like sunday already. ): results are back tmr.
sheesh. this really really sucks. AND OHMYGOSH!! i hate ulcers so terribly bad now. i have this GINORMOUS ulcer on my lip and i can't close my mouth much cause it hurtss badddd when i do!?! i feel like a goldfish now ): ohshizzles.

so anyways!! i've decided to start saving money! :D HAHAHA. so now, i have like 60bucks saved up. ahh, its not much but like ohwells! its still something rights? though it'd be gone by the time i go to sch! i've gotta pay amanda her 20bucks too! haha. so i've got 40bucks saved up! ahhhhcrap. OHWELLS. its okay(: i have time. i get this feeling that wednesdays gonna be so terribly bad??! i dont know why. do we even have sch on wed!?! or is it a holiday. HAHA. ohno. okay. idontknow. i've slept the whole day today! and i'm still feeling tired. wth. i think its called lethargy! doubt its good. i've got nothing to blog about ): theres like nothing happening in my life now, so its really boring. OH OH OH!! OHMYGOSH! i watched the goofy movie today :D HAHA. MAX IS SO HOT. LALALALALA. i think hes like the hottest cartoon character!! next to danny phantom. HAHA. I LIKE MAX ALTHOUGH HES A DOG BUT LIKE YAAA. hes WAYY hot! <>

Do you remember that day
When you first came my way
I said no one could take your place
And if you get hurt
By the little things I say
I can put that smile back on your face

2006-10-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

oh and sorry basketballers for backing out of sentosa last minute):

i wans't in much of a good mood to go cause something happened the night before and i didn't wanna ruin it for you guys!

hope you guys had fun thoughs. i'm sure y'all did(;

i dont like the haze very much, it makes my nose itchy and my eyes painful.
stupid haze. AND NOWWWW i'm having a headache.
sheesh. stupid farmers burning wood.
i bet its them and their primitive burning habits! >:(

hian? if youre here,
thanks for everything! like talking to me just now.
haha. it wasn't much, but you kinda got sense into me somehow(: you always do.
i'll be here if you ever ever need! like how youre always here for me.
youre the bestestest ever.
gotta catch up soon thoughs, i miss talking like we do.
much love, always.

and i can't keep something, that i never had.
yea, it was a stupid promise now wasn't it..
guess i would've done anything just to make him feel better,
my baad..

2006-10-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

i take it back.
it wont be the last. i dont want it to be..

i guess i'll just keep trying till weds over.
see how everything goes then.

you hang in there..

.i'll stay with you

2006-10-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

HAHA. SO TODAY.
met elissa and then bussed to kap to meet emily! HAHA. then me and em got hungry so we bought macs and ate it while walking over to jo's to meet her! :D HAHA. THENNNN. WE TOOK BUSSED TO JUROUNG MANNS!! it was my longest busride everever!! coolness! oh. and elissa played her embarrassing "beng-ish" music in the bus. it was really loud and noisy and we couldn't here any lyrics or tune so it sounded baddddd. HAHA. elissa the beng.. ANYYWAYS. thennn WENT ICESKATING! IT WAS COOL AND REALLL FUNNY!! (;
HAHAHA. WEIZHEN LA. kept making me laugh for no reason -.- she's cool thoughs. SO ANYWAYS. we had this small attempt to play tag while iceskating but noone played but me, sarah and rui. HAHA. so we stopped. thennn lauren rui elissa and weizhen left at 3.30 cause lauren hadda go and they gotta leave in fours.. so they left. ): then me em sarah and jo left at 4pm. WOW. I SO TOTALLY BET YOU THAT SKATING IS WAYWAY MORE TIRING THAN RUNNING!?! HAHA. i hate the feeling when youre like tired but reallyreally cold!?! hhaha. my hands were freezing, my legs were numb and i've got blisters now. :( sucks. OHWELLS.
then we went to kfc and ate! thenn NEOPRINTTSSSS. HAHAHA. the neoprints were cool manns!! HAHA. rain's name is like nearly everywhere la. wth. but its cool manns! then em bought an icecream which she was craving for for like.. EVER. and didn't finish it. HAHA. loser.. SO THENNNSS. took 66 and bussed back! and i'm reallyreally tired now so! TAKECARE DOODS(: GOODNIGHTS.

and weizhen

2006-10-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

HEYYYY!!
FINALS ARE i'msayingitwithyou CLARISSA! O-V-E-R!!! joy joy and doubledouble joy!!! it passed real quick thoughs. haha. as in, the feelings not there and i feel as if i haven't taken it yet. maybe cause i really didn't study at all for this finals. I KNOW LAST YEAR WAS SO FULL OF SHIT MANNS. i studied so ASSCRACKED HARD but i did so unrealistically terrible!! ohmygosh. OKAYYS. so today, i ate lunch with jo and em and then i came back to sleep cause i was falling asleep on my english paper today! HAHA. then i went for TUITION and mr rick gave me 10bucks for my very lowprofile video fund(: HAHAHAHA. so lame. but i thanked him anyways. so i did a test paper in tuition and then went down to kaps. did amath till 12 then a sum of emath for 30minutes and then cabbed john back and went home.

my days are so superduperly boring it really kinda sucks. HAHA. ohwells. i'm planning my schedule from .. saturday onwards!!! HARDCORE STUDY FOR REEXAMS AND WHATEVER ELSE!!

cause i'm starting to think youre mad.

What I need now is an honest answer, to make things better

You can see now my hands are tied, and I surrender

So I'll wait here for your final answer, your final answer

Is there love without hate?

Is there pleasure without pain?

I have seen ~~all~~ my mistakes

I cast you out, but now, I want you back So light me again, cause my heart is turning black

2006-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

HEYY!
hahaha. i'm sleeping over at kim's today cause her mum asked me to. HAHAHA. damn funny.. her mums so random its cool. she gave me packets of cadbury hot chocolate mix and socks. i thanked her(:

so i've been pmsing lately.. i'm sorry everyone ): i'll try stop but you tell me if i am okays!! cause i usually dont realise until after i doooo. sorry!!!!

OHHHH. OHMYGOSH. CHINESE PAPER TODAY. HAHA. i ran in the rain from malcolm park busstop all the way to sc manns!!! so i came in drenched. :( HAHA. but it was refreshing cause like i was really sleepy before that. LALALALA. chinese was stupid. i randomly answered everything cause i really didn't understand everything but one shitass paragraph. :\ HAHA. so i hope i pass by luck manns. HOPEFULLY MANNS! hopefully!!! OKAYS!! to all the muggers and stressers!! THROW ROCKS AT FINALS!!! HANG IN THERE OKAYS. IT'D BE OVER IN NO TIME!! PRACTICE YOUR HANGING SKILLS MANNS!!! have fun((; GOODBYE!

oh. i replied you today(:
be happy cause it 5pages long and i took so shitass long to think about what to type?!! haha. but i managed to replied anyhows. goodluck(:

2006-10-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

YOURE A LIVING LIEE
I"M A LIVING LIE
WE ALL ARE A LIVING LIE!!!!!
AND YOURE A DERANGED PINKHAIRED MONKEY.
so deal with it.

ahcrap. i feel so shitass crapped up nowww. i dont know why. i think its cause i'm currently in reallyreally bad terms with you AND IMMA FAIL MY ENDYEARS AND RETAINNNN. ARGGGGGGHHHHH. crapcrapcrapcrapcrap!!! this sucks. i hate this feeling and i'm turning SOOOOOO emo. SCREW CHEMISTRY. I SWEAR THIS IS SO TOTALLY CHEM'S FAULT OKAY. ARGHHH. i'm so pissed off. OKAY WHAAAATEVER.

DEAR GOD, please let me be able to pass my finals so much that it'd be enough for me to be able to take my reexams in november. AMEN.

SO SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT ITS MY FAULT WE'RE IN BAD TERMS. BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO CAUSE I DONT SEE WHY???? BUT I'LL APOLOGISE.. THOUGH IT WOULDN'T EXACTLY MATTER CAUSE YOU DONT COME HERE ANYWAYS.

I"M SORRYY I"M SORRY I"M SORRRRRY I"M SORRY I"M SORRY.

okay fine. that was to make myself feel better for now but i'll send you an apology sms.. soon. maybe when i'm not mad anymore and when i truly mean that i'm sorry.
SCREW IT, I HATEHATEHATE FIGHTING WITH YOUUUU CAUSE IT REALLY SUCKS AND IT MAKES ME MISS YOU EVEN MORE. sheesh.

WAHLAOOO i'm becoming such a bitch okays. this sucks.
i'm pmsing without my period coming. WTTTTF. okay whatever whatever whatever. i'm really really irritated now. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH. BYE.

2006-10-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAHA. okay fine. so i just made a stupid mistake.. i sent like all the geog-ers a goodluck msg just now and like 75% of them replied telling me its on tuesday!!! HAHA. oops? EARLY GOODLUCK MSG?? :D hHAHA. and clarissa ong's like really good at making me laugh at nothing.

celene: goodluck geog-ers! the land, sea and sky is behind! below! and above you!!! (smth like that, i forgot)
clarissa : i know, everyone loves me(:
celene: denial.
clarissa : mean
celene : banana milkshake! :D
clarissa : midnight cravings for junk food acting up twiching involuntarily help shit twitch.

HAHAHAHAHA. I DONT EXACTLY GET WHAT SHE REPLIED BUT IT WAS FUNNY.
haha. our conversation continues.

celene : green eye monster.
clarissa : flying pixie dust.
celene : peterpan's in town!
clarissa : omg you know i think peter pan is hot! like hes so cool! :D_ yes that's supposed to be drool. i want to marry peter pan.
celene : yea and i wanna be the fairy spreading magic flying powder around the world wearing a tutu. lifes unfair isn't it. HAHA.

then it ends

clarissa : no i'm going to marry peterpan just you wait. he's so gorgeous its like he's so loyal to wendy even though she's fugly like hell.
celene: -noreply
clarissa: what the hell i just realised you have no sch tmr and i do. so i need sleep and you dont. then i was thinking it's okay if i haven't slept since you haven't either. i feel so misled. so goodnight i'm going to propose to peterpan in my dreams. :D
celene : your denial in dreams too? wow. dont worry. i'll save you with magic pixie dust right after i fit myself into a super duper magical bulletproof flying tutu. GOODLUCK!

HAHAHAHA. SHES SO FULL OF CRAP ITS REALLY FUNNY. I LOVE TALKING TO THAT GIRL. HAHA.

2006-10-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

you edgey craphoe.
i hope you do well and i hope your finals end soon cause i dont like you much this way.
OHMYGOSHHHHH. i sent you a goodluck msg to give you the assurance that i remembered and still cared okay and you just fucking have to be sarcastic with me.. shhhhhits. so much for being nice and thoughtful huh.. ahhcrap. i just hope you'd return back to your normal self soon cause i know imma miss you that way this week. and i dont wish to like a craphoe in the making.
but goodluck anyhows.

2006-10-01T17:05:00.000+08:00

hey!
haha. my mum just had one of those i'm gonna scold you whether its your fault or not episodes. HAHA. its damn frustrating actually? like today, when les didn't clean up after eating her prata today, my mum came shouting at me like its my fault? and cause it wasn't i just sat and watch tv rightss?? she scolded me even more. like what the!?! its not even mine okayyys. so yeaaa. then she asked me to do a errand for her??! and i was like WHY ME!?! and she got mad!?! wtfffff. so she started shouting at me and i got mad cause hello?!?! i'm doing her a fucking favour and shes there screaming her damn ass off at me!?! wtffffffeck. reality check???! you dont scold someone when you want a favour you know.. ohmygosh. OKAYYYYYS. WHATTTEVERRRR. i did her fucking errand anyways.

but i'm like seriously annoyed now. cause i didn't even get a shitass thankyou.. infact i got shouted at. again. wthhh. OKAYYYYYS. HIIIIIIIIII. this is so annoying. :(
whatttteverrr..

i guess i was just being silly

when i told myself you'd be there forever.

but honey, did chu know you were my hero?

ohhh. i talked to kim yestterday(:
ohhhmygosh!!! VIDEOVIDEOVIDEO!! i've got one thing to look forward to now. VIDEOVIDEOVIDEO :D :D :D imma get my sexaye ipod video soon MaNnXzXxZ! < 3

2006-09-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

today, i decided to go through my computerr files and then.. i found this picture. :( i look really bad there but i couldn't find anymore pictures cause i changed my computer and they all disappeared. so yeaaahhhh... ohmygosh... BEAONGMEI AI. YOUR SMELLY BIRTHDAYS COMING. AND REBECCA AIKO TAY??! where are you! :( ohcrappps. hows it going with you two, i hope youre doing great manns.. we've really gotta catch up soon okayss.. :( :( :(

i miss you two so terribly bad. :(

anyways.

so today, i woke up at like 1pm thennnn i sat my ass infront of the computer eating chips and drinking coke till about 3, then went to get lunch and mum came back with chocolate coated icecream "mooncake" from haagen dazs? HAHA. yeaaaaaaa.. it was yummy(: HAHAHAHA. okay thats all i did today. i just realised my lifes really stagnant.. ohwells. imma listen to songs now.

2006-09-29T11:52:00.000+08:00

today was like sorta the last day of finals.

AND CRAPPP! WAS THE PAPER SHITASS HARD!?! i couldn't do like.. the whole damn paper. :( crraaaps. this is kinda saddening. :( :( :( i think imma fail real bad. ohno. ahh. i'm really tired from the paper todayyy so imma go bed now(: haha. goodnights. THOSE TAKING GEOG, HISTORY AND PHYSICS. gooodluck manns!!! not to worry thoughs, you'll do well! :D

amd you; i'm just hoping youre doing fine & i'm sorry for taking so long alrights?

dear god,

i'm writting to say sorry

for being angry these few days,

when you didnt answer my prayer

and things didnt go my way.

i'm sorry.
amen.

2006-09-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY WAS SO ABSOLUTELY 100% PURE HELL AND SOCIAL STUDIES WAS JUST TWO FLOORS UP

i'll start studying for re-exams after the amath paper.. :(

i just hope i get enough passes to take the re-examinations now.. i swear i dont want to retain so bad?? :( but its kinda hard cause failing's kinda like my major now.. AHHHHCRAPS. i'm so scared. and reallyreally sleepy now. ohmanns!! okayokays!

imma go take my 5hour powernap again! :D then imma study for lit. :\ ~~i hope..~~ I WILL.
ALRIGHTS!! HAVE FUNNN MUGGERS!

okay fine. so i didn't study in the end and i just read the book. but imma study now.. or maybe i'll wake at 6 to studayeeeee. :( boohoo. sucks. i slept for like 6hours alreadyyy thoughs. but i'm not sure why i'm still sleepy. haha. i think its psychological. ohno. this sucks. okayokay.. imma study now. TAKECARE DOODS!!

i'll reply your sms tomorrow. i promise!! :( sorry.

2006-09-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

YOU SAT ON A POOPER. YOU POOP.

HEY! haha. whats up!!! GUESS GUESS!! YEAA DAMN RIGHT! THE FINALS!!
i'm supposed to be kinda stressing now.. but i dont feel a thingg! :( like i did but not anymore.
HAHA. i'm quite happy actually. i'm just like letting finals pass. see how it goes. ha. haha. hahaha. ohwells! emath today was hard manns!! like to the max! like MAX.OF THE MAX. imma flunk it bad. :( AND OHMYGOSH!! i fell asleep doing my stupid chinese compo today!?! HAHA. i dont know how but i did.. so my paper has like two or three words in one box. :\ HAHA. ohmanns. i was really sleepy.. sighhhhhh. i still am anyways. TOMORROWS CHEM! and SOCIALSTUDIES. WOWSSS!!! >:\ HAHA. ohwells. imma go sleep then i'll wake up later to do my workkk. GOOOODNIGHTS(:

STUDYING WILL BE FUN!
STUDYING WILL BE FUN!!
STUDYING WILL BE FUN!!!

STUDYING IS FUN! :D HA. HAHA. HAHAHA. not.

2006-09-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

its like running a million miles; you'll reach your limit, before your goal.

2006-09-23T05:21:00.000+08:00

our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance

HEY!!
i'm really tired but i felt like checking my mail and blogging for abit so i came on(:
so anyways! i finished studying at 4am todayyy and spent 20minutes stoning at that place, then i contemplated whether to eat breakfast!?! but like i felt like such a loser eaching breakfast alone plus all those calories! so i decided to go home! then i started thinking whether i should cab or walk back. HAHAHA. i was thinking too much. anyways. so yesss. i walked cause i thought i'd like lose a few calories! but at around kap, i got reallyreally sleep so i cabbed home instead(: HAHA. the cab uncle's cool thoughs! he went like super fast! so the cab far was like 8plus? :D HAHA. cheapcheapcheap.
okayss. i got this a cool article about losing weight so those who are like interested and stuff. readreadread!(: those who aren't interested!! HAHA. dont bother reading it. SO YEAAS. IMMA GO BED NOW MANNSS. GOODNIGHTS(:

"We've heard for years about how it's crucial to drink -- say it with us -- at least eight glasses of water a day. In addition to the health benefits, beauty experts in particular have stressed the importance of water in helping keep skin clear and glowing. But water is also a key element in any diet, since proper hydration can boost a person's resting metabolic rate by 5 percent, which means that when it's hydrated, your body will process an extra 80 calories -- the equivalent of one cookie. Plus, thirst is often confused with hunger, so drinking plenty of water can also help you cut down on any unnecessary snacking. "

2006-09-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

AND THOSE WHATNOTS(:

i finally finally got my period todayyy. ITSSS LIKEE A GOOD THINGGG i guess, cause like i haven't got it for like months and months. but like a badbad thing tooo cause it reallyreally hurts. :( :( i dont even know why. i feel like vomitting and i'm having reallyreally bad cramps. craap. this is so irritattingggggg. i'd go on about my period but i'm sure you guys aren't interested to know. I BLAME SARAH AND JOANNE WHO GOT THEIR PERIODS RECENTLY TOOOOO. you guys contribute to flying hormones. and now, i do too:( kidding(:

so other than that.
in sch, lauren and i kept saying how much our eyes were hurting but i think hers hurt more than mine cause it was reallyreallyreally small at the end of the day. HAHA. poorgirl.
anyways. i fell asleep during chinese listening. >:( and english. i did emath in amath. and i payed attention in lit(: recess, then we had that suprise assembly! so we got to skip SS. WOHOO!! :D HAHAH. okays. not a good thing skipping ss cause of finals but like.. i hate it. yeaaa.
ms hengs leaving. HOW SAD IS THATT. ohmygosh. a few months back, rui and i were talking about how if msheng leaves, the whole of sc would go wronggg. and now she really is?? its kinda sad. lauren was cryingg really baddd and i started tearing cause i heard msheng cry!!!! :(( ohmygoshhh. i hate it when people cry and talk cause i'd cry tooooo. sucks.
so studied till bout 4, (ohmygosh!! i finally actually learnt my graphs!! haha. i'm happy.) then bussed home with elissa and a BIG BIG BIG BAG OF STUPID BOOKS THAT I LEFT UNDERMYDESK AND INTHECUPBOARD. :( i felt like a freak. but elissa helped me carry my shoebag(: THANKSS MANNNS! youre cool and not black for now.

came home, 4HOURS POWER NAP! :D HAHAHA. then imma go study noww. TAKECARE EVERRYONEE(:

2006-09-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

"sorry"s one of those words that's been said too much; too little.

okay fine. so i thought i was immuned to all kinds of disappointments? but like today.. yesterday, you proved me wrong.. and it was just double the disappointment cause i never expected it from you. i really didn't??

an apology won't be necessary though, it was simply my fault for expecting too much.. and well, it wouldn't be the first time i was wrong about something.
plus, you dont have to even if you wanted to cause you have the comfort of knowing i'd forgive you either ways; i can't stay mad with you for long.. i never could.

~~1day~~. two.
the suspense is killing me.

2006-09-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

i told the security guards in my mind not to let you back in,

but you snuck in anyways..

ahhhcrap. todays such a screwwwed up day.
firstly, i went to 4 different places to try and study but i couldn't find one that i'd actualy concentrate in!! :( so basically, i've got nothing done.
secondly, i spent the whole second half of the day thinking about this idiot which i reallyreally dont wanna think about.. but i did anyways? >:(
thirdly, i ate so much food that its total calories put together can amount up to 10000000000000thousands. >:(
fourthly;lastly, HE made it so much worst by like doing absolutely nothing and just popping in and out my thoughts like a stupid magiclamp genie. >:(
oh and in addition to all that? i'm sick with a fever, flu and cough. WOHOO. TELL ME MY LIFES GREAT MANNS.. :(

AHHH. FINE I THINK I"M PMSING CAUSE WHILE WALKING BACK I HAD TOO MUCH TIME TO THINK AND NOWWW I"M JUST SIMPLY G-R-U-M-P-Y GRUMPY. :(( SUCKS.
i thought i was over you a long time ago.
goodnights and takecare everyone. :( FINALS IN .. A FEW DAYS. YAY. JOYYYY.... BYE.
i'm one step closer to retention. :\

its alright, cause disappointment's something that i've grown immuned to a long time ago..

next

ive moved(:

YOU POOPED ON MY CHRISTMAS

BIG FAT GOODBYE EVERYONE!! :DD

HONEY,SHES AN ANGEL(:

& im missing you already

YOU BRING ME OUT

HAPPY CHOCOLATE 15TH

CLARISSA!!!!

SNEAK ME IN PLEASE(:

kit-kat time.

YOU SMILE IN YOUR SLEEP

I REALLY WISH I COULD PUT THE STORY IN HISTORY.

when life gives you lemons,

EAT THEM

HIT ME HARD WITH THE STUDY BUG NOW BIATCH.

I GOT ME A NEW PENCILBOX THAT I LOVELOVELOVE (:

I'LL SAY HELLO TO

PLAY PRETTY DEAD, FOR NOW.

CHEMISTRY WAS SO ABSOLUTELY 100% PURE HELL AND SOCIAL STUDIES WAS JUST TWO FLOORS UP

YOU SAT ON A POOPER. YOU POOP.

HONEY,
SHES AN ANGEL(: